RITE IT DOWN...That's what I do with my pain. I write it down. I am still not feeling whole inside, the trauma of yesterday has brought back all kinds of things I try so hard to forget...how can a creature of innocence and peace die in such a traumatic way?
PTSD.
I question all my beliefs, and I recall all the bad events roll it all into one bad ball and try to roll it over the hill...
Today I drove to a place of refuge and took a 4.5 mile hike. I inhaled the Goldenrod, I watched the butterflies and bees, I saw the birds and I tried to reconnect my spirit with my flesh. I heard the call of the frog, as they croaked back n forth keeping track of their locations, then the Heron flies over looking for the frog....
I write it down....
WHY WHY WHY
I write it down....
WHY WHY WHY
Does it matter
Yes it matters to me...
Time does not heal...it simply makes things fade away...
Time does not heal...it simply makes things fade away...
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