Wednesday, September 29, 2021

Birthday

ENT VERY WELL

Speaking of the Skype call we had one small freeze up and that only lasted 15 seconds, and we spent an hour laughing and catching up...It was truly the best gift ever...so I appreciate everyone's effort to make it happen.  Both my sisters look good we all look old for sure as we are old!  I told them hope you recall Im closer to the grave now than I was when you last saw me...they sang happy birthday and in perfect harmony. 

MY son is going to share a pizza and a beer with me later, so that will be fun too...Not much else an old broad gets on her birthday...I don't reckon.  

It was warmer today than the last several days have been so I had to put the ac on for a while I will be able to turn it off after the sun goes down that will be nice...I slept right up till 8 am this morning for a change and I went to bed at 10...

Annie's ear is not much better maybe a little and I was wrong I am to put the meds in her ear every other day not every day...They are both sleeping now I plan to give them dinner a little early get that done before the pizza time. 

Well Im another year older and some wiser too I hope...
My mom's birthday in on the 4th I will be visiting her at the cemetery..this would be her 97th.

Tuesday, September 28, 2021

Am I any...

ISER?

WENT TO VET THIS MORNING...

Even tho Floss is the one who has been having the mobility issues I know what that is and why it's happening, she has an old ACL tear that has weakened her back legs and it makes  walking and most especially getting up from laying position very hard...Pain killers is about the only treatment.  I made her a pair of support stocking for the back legs to help give her some support when she is trying to get up from laying position.  Dogs are like horses, they get up with the front legs first,  then hoist up with the back legs.

This is why I had to have my horse Sundance who was 28 yrs old put down be could no longer stand up and support his own weight and he could not get up without help...and the vet said even if I gave him daily shots he would continue to deteriorate.  Dying is like a water fall there is little that will hold back that gush on it's way down.  

BUT she is not the one who went to the vet today, it was Annie!  I noticed last week she was holding her head down to one side and one ear was down..not like her.  So I checked and I found a lot of hair inside the ear canal and I removed it...but the ear didn't get better so she has an ear infection! I was given a salve to put in once a day for 14 days.. Hope that helps...and she is below 50 lbs now...49.8 When I first began their diet they were both nearly 60 lbs!  

Floss is having mobility issues for a few years and the reduced weight helped to keep her more mobile the past couple years...she probably weights in about 50 I would think she is taller than Annie. 

I made my own birthday dinner today...simple potato salad and cornbread! And I baked a cake just combining flour, butter, sugar almond milk and other things like vanilla, maple syrup, brown sugar and chocolate chips and baking in a cast iron skillet.  I have powdered sugar I will make a simple frosting, its only one layer.  

I hope the Skype call will happen, they said they will try from down where they went Alamosa, so we will see either way Im ok with it. Other  birthdays spent alone were the ones where I had to work a double shift when I was doing EMS in NYC, worked my last day in EMS on my birthday in 2006,  I fell out of the attic on my 60th birthday  and broke both arms 2013,  And there have been other not so good birthdays but those are the ones that come to mind today.  One really good one was in 2015 when I was on a road trip in the PNW.  I was traveling along the Oregon coast and I came to the Kalaloch Lodge and they had cabins with a Pacific Ocean view so I got one for my birthday! That was fine then treated myself to meal in the lodge. 

Tomorrow I figure I will spend the day alone, and I have 3 cards propped up on the hutch and I don't expect to have anymore but I haven't checked the mailbox yet today...such is the life of a Senior whose family has been decimated by time and distance. 

Sunday, September 26, 2021

Life's Puzzles...

ENT CEMETERING ON MY OWN TODAY...

However it way more fun with a companion for sure...I am about over my "hurt" spell...not that many years ago I had an ah-ha moment in my life and it comes up every now and then...I've always called myself the black sheep of the family and I didn't even know why but then one day it dawned on me, it was years of emotional shunning. 
First before I go any further let me say I love my family more than anything...no one intentionally did anything to hurt me, but this is what happened...

So I have to go back to even before my father died, I was about 9 or 10 my oldest sister who is 5 yrs older was never the age to be my play mate or even my friend when I was 5 she was 10.  Then the youngest one is 3 yrs younger than me...I ended up having her tag along on whatever I was doing and I was not the right kid to be teaching another kid how to behave, cause I was and still am a badass...LOL 

So what happened is my older sis became a Jehovah's Witness, which is a cult completely...BUT at the time it was considered a Church.  So one thing they believe is to not associate with worldly people who were not under the discipline of the "fold".  I have never fully believed in God, so when my sister tried to indoctrinate me, I refused, and so it was that she just stopped communicating with me as a sister.  She would say "Pass the salt or Im telling Mom, or I don't care what you think"...but she never treated me like a loving older sister.  So I just went my own way at a young age and then I kept an eye out for my younger sister.  

We were friends we played all day together and then when we got a little older we rode horses together we didn't hang out at school she was behind me, just enough that we were never on the same campus together, but we rode the bus and she sat with me...then we moved into town and she and I walked to school and my older sis would drop us off and pick us up on her way to do the "Pioneering" which is the door knocking thing and leaving the Awake and Watchtower magazines...My young sis and I  were pals...we had our seperate school friends and we got along pretty well...but then.

She got indoctrinated (you will be assimilated) and so they both were now Jehovah's Witnesses, and they both ignored me...I was a worldly person. So I was shunned and that is when I just escaped into my own world even farther and never asked anyone anything, I just muddled thru life the best I could and Mom was busy trying to keep us fed, pay the rent and work, she was no help to a kid who was in need of feeling loved...

So it wasn't till both of them finally dropped out of that church that I got my sisters back by that time I was already married, they each had a failed marriage behind them, and I had a husband to be my friend  so it was still another 10 yrs before we became close again...They never wished me a happy birthday my whole life till I was  in my 40's So that is why I call myself the Black Sheep.  I don't resent that, it was just the way it was, when you're going thru something like that and you're a willful kid and you don't ask questions you are not seeing the big picture.  

For me it was just a way of life...but one day the light bulb went off in my mind and I understood why I left home at 16 and why I didn't reunite with my family till I was 21 yrs old, and why I ended up trying so hard to get their love and attention...
My Mom who had a very personal relationship with God, never wanted to be a Jehovah's Witness either...We both sensed it was not a good thing. 

For my sisters I think it was their way of belonging...they were part of something and they had rules and they thought they were doing the right thing.  They found a family that had more pieces than the struggling family we were born into...poverty, alcoholism, constantly having to start over.  There was stability in the Church, so yes I can see what attracted them into it.  

I guess even as a child I just didn't want to be controlled so I stood my ground.  So there you have another piece of my puzzle. 

Saturday, September 25, 2021

Cinda-relly

ENT OFF THE CHARTS TODAY...

emotionally...
So more stuff with my son just don't want to share but lets just sum it up...NOT happy with him.
And then you know how I was so excited to get my birthday Skype with the sisters my Birthday is this coming week...well got an email this morning, they are going to Alamosa for an overnight trip they will be gone Tuesday and Wednesday...can we just do the Skype on Friday? Damn 3 days after my birthday, don't put yourself out on my account.  I just didn't take that complete disregard of my feelings very well...

So I said if its too difficult lets just forget it...I was asked over a month ago "WHAT do you want?" I responded with I want, a skype call for my birthday...so I can actually BE with my loving sisters...And so what did they do,  just what they have always done brush me off and put me completely out of their minds, and plan this trip where they will be out having fun doing a girls overnight a road trip with one stay over night and Im just left completely out of the loop----> on my birthday.  Gotta say folks, I haven't felt this low and unloved in a long while. 

They're gonna road trip and dine out and motel it and then they are going cemetery-ing....and they may even stop at a National Park while they are that close by...Okay sounds good...for them, but for me it sounds like I'm standing in  the Lincoln Tunnel "is anybody home." 

I know I sound like a 6 yr old throwing a tantrum...but you know I put in on my calendar, "SKYPE CALL" that means I am reserving that whole day to accomodate their timeline, I did say we could do it the day before originally and I would have been fine with that, but they totally exempted the entire WEEK... they just blow it off like it means nothing...and I was soooo excited about it, well to be quite honest it hurt me.  I was so let down...just knowing it meant so little to them the harm has been done.  Now I just don't even want to do it period...I dragged around all day feeling like an orphan. 

Even tho oldest called me after getting my email reply and said OH NO I completely didn't think it mattered if we did it on Friday, (3 days after my birthday)
WELL that is the present I asked for, when you gave me 3 choices, it would be nice to receive it before or on my birthday not 3 days after. The whole point was to celebrate my Birthday with me...Birthdays come once a year, they don't last 3 days.  Like fish and company birthday's start to smell in 3 days...IT is however my youngest sis's birthday on Friday, so she gets the overnight trip, the dining out together,  and the skype party but not me?  She never even asked for one.  

So they said we're gonna try to do it by 3 pm on Wednesday and lets just say I wonder if the technology is even going to work especially if they are driving or something? "can you see me now?" "ahhh Nope!"
Totally don't see you or hear you and the call is lost in space...oh well.  Next year if given that choice I will simply say I want NADA, just send me a card if you get the chance,, otherwise don't bother me. 

Call me what you will, it just showed me that once a Cinderella always a Cinderella.  

Friday, September 24, 2021

NIce and cool...

ORKED OUTSIDE TODAY

Felt good to be using muscles again...been such a long hot summer and honestly it is the heat that was making me feel like I was going to die!! I felt great today when I was out working there is no heat or humidity to speak of and it was the perfect fall day...birds all singing, butterflies floating around from flower to flower and the sky an ice blue color..

The main thing I did was made a wire enclosed box to keep my winter broccoli in so the squirrel can't destroy them....I hope they do as good as last season. The taste of fresh off the bush is so amazing.

My Birthday is next week and my sis sent me a card and inside she made a copy of a card Mom had sent to her with a little verse inside that she found somewhere and it was so nice, Mom was always trying to uplift herself and others...I think if she had the chance to have an education she would have made a wonderful inspirational speaker.  She was my hero.   And when I think of my birthday I think of her, the struggle to bring me into the world, but actually I was the only one who she got the good gas with and she went to sleep and woke up with me in her arms HOW easy was that?  I am the middle child and three years later the novelty wore off, and we had lil sis, she became my ward as soon as she could walk.  So my role turned into one of care giver and it seems I rarely got out of that mode. 

The Mobile Vet cancelled their stop for Sunday, I had plans to take my dogs....the next one in Oct 18th...hope that one goes if not I will have to bring them to an in house vet...

Well it's time for Jeopardy and Im invested in this champ so....
LATER!


Wednesday, September 22, 2021

10-4

EDNESDAY BLUES...

Gloomy weather does this to me, and it's been gloomy since Sunday.  Tomorrow they say better, sure hope so Im about at my limit on days inside drippy trees, dark grey skies, and the foggy windows.  Did I say it's humid? 98% and as a cold front moves in tonight it will be 59 degrees, and tomorrow Yippie humidity gone, for now.  When you live close to the Atlantic and the Gulf of Mexico there is this thing called prevailing winds...and I am located in a Zone! 

Today is FALL...yippie, and signs of that are everywhere from the yellow goldenrod, to the ripe persimmon on the ground...to the deer in estrus.  I hope we have a long beautiful fall. I also hope these clouds open up so I can see the full moon tonight...the Harvest Moon. 

I was born under the Constellation Libra, with the moon in Third Quarter phase of Cancer, and my planet is Venus, to the "what's your sign wonderers".  I am an air sign. 
Oh well it means little once you come and go but while  you're here I guess it means a lot.  To stay busy I've been making birthday cards, and I made 2 that I really like then I kept going and before you know it I didn't like them...so back to the drawing board literally.  Must know when to say OK it's done...I can salvage one by gluing another page on top so I've decided to do that...and one I already mailed out!  I have some cute paper that will work...I am using watercolor and glitter.  My son and I went to Walmart, he scanned I bagged, and he said "glitter"? Hmmm
Yes I am still a flower child of old drawing rainbows, and butterflies, and looking up at the night sky in awe...next week I have my birthday...and Im creeping every closer out of  the 3rd quarter of my  life to the final chapter. When I go around photo'n headstones, I'm always amazed at how many people die on their birthday or close to  it...

I have been in a morbid state of mind recently I think it's the change of season causing this introspective and my approaching birthdate.  I feel that so much of my life, 3/4 of it, is behind me, so I do  a lot of reflecting and remembering...and I often try to recall what I forgot...like yesterday I couldn't recall the EMS radio codes...for like when you get a call and you're on the way, for when you arrive, and for when you're clear again...I won't ever forget 10-2 tho...
Look that one up..HERE  So I think for an EMS worker that would be an appropriate epitaph. She is 10-2.

Since I've been out of EMS for 20 yrs now it hardly applies...altho when my X passed I had them put a jockey riding  a racehorse on his stone because he was at one time in his life a Jockey.  But I don't know I may have a plaque added to my mom's mausoleum spot to mark my death...because I want to be cremated....and I could put the EMS emblem on it and Ten-two under it? 
 I see others have as many as 4 plaques on their spot. 
I guess I will never know what really happens unless I do it before I die. 





 

Tuesday, September 21, 2021

Can you tell me

HAT HAPPENED?

I  know there has been a lot of media attention to the disappearance  of young Gabby Petito when she was on a vanlife roadtrip with her recently engaged fiancĂ©.  It got my attention since Im very interested in Vanlife and I subscribe to many YouTubers who do vanlife, but most of the people I follow are in Canada.  

Today we may get more details as her body was found yesterday the 20th  near a Dispersed camping area of Spread Creek part of the Grand Teton Natl Park.  Other campers videoing their own journey caught the white Ford Transit that belonged to Gabby in their video, as they traveled down that road, it was parked in a spot along the road of the camping area.  

NO one knew Gabby was missing till Sept 11, although no one had seen her since Aug 24 and she last updated her Instagram on that day in Salt Lake City Utah.  Her parents got a weird text message on the 25th and they said it just didn't sound like her.  Then on Sept 1, Brain Laundrie the man who she was traveling with and engaged to showed up at his parents home driving Gabby's van and NO GABBY. And no explanation and he hired an attorney.  

When Gabby's parents began calling the Laundrie family for information and asking where is Gabby they were met with silence...and that is when Gabby's family reported this incident to the police.  Then citizens began to work on the case.   An individual called 911 when he witnessed a man slapping a woman in a white van in Moab Utah, and then they exited the van and the fight continued on the street.  Too bad the man didn't video the incident because when police arrived the couple lied about the details.  NO arrest was made the police did make the couple  stay apart that night but they resumed traveling the next day. 

Once back in FL Brian did not go to police, make any reports to the police, his parents refused to speak to Gabby's family and the media and public who gathered on their lawn demanded to know where is Gabby.  

Meanwhile the couple discovered they had captured the van on video in the Spread Creek campground contacted police and that is when they began searching in that area and the body was discovered.  

Another couple who have a TicTic account reported they gave Brain a ride in Teton NP, and he said he wanted to go to Jackson....when he found out they were going to Jackson Hole he wanted to get out of the car...and no other reports of his actions past that have been released...So then about one week ago, last Tuesday his parents reported he left to go hiking in the Carlton Preserve in Florida.  He drove there and when he didn't return his parents went to find his car with a note, no details of what the note said, but they went back and brought his car back to their home! I thought this was really strange. If you knew your kid was out in those woods and that was his way home...would you move his car?? 

So they said he is missing, the police began searching the Carlton Preserve in FL.  They suspended the search for a couple of days now it's back on again..and the Preserve is closed to the public.  

I saw a comment on Facebook yesterday and one man was angry and said "This story is only getting media attention because she is a blonde blue eyed white girl."  And then he remarked no one knew the names of the 10 people killed in Afghanistan by a US drone. 

Ok, I understand he is dismayed.  But the difference is People have been searching for this missing girl.  The story got a lot of attention as they got the word out trying to FIND her.  So everyone reached out to Social Media...a lot of internet sleuthing is going on...

The Afghan attack, I know that it was a family in a white Honda that was a target due to  bad intel. The family was actually helping others and were delivering water. That is what I know.  And I was horrified when I heard about it.  But I asked the guy who posted that,  does he know the name of any nursing home resident who died of neglect, or any child who died of abuse by a parent?  His remark was very unfair because of the circumstances of her disappearance and it has been citizen's spreading the word then the Media took ahold of it.  

I wish every death could be highlighted and the whole world would know...I wish the whole world had of helped me mourn the death of my mom! But that is not real life.  No life is more important than any other...we all suffer when we lose someone.  I am still 3 yrs into the grief of losing loved ones, can anyone tell me their names? NO I think he was only trying to turn someone's grief and the attention they got into something wrong...it's just the way it went.  Unfortunately the news can't report every single missing person or every death world wide, but locally you can become active.  

I am involved in getting the word out in a couple of ways. I am active on Find A Grave. I go to cemeteries and I photo headstones of people buried there.  Just this week alone I have photo'd 10 different people who have died this year alone and buried in the same cemetery where my loved ones are buried.  

So instead of making light of the attention one gets over another WE are the voice of the dead...it's up to us to keep alive their memory or not.   I am following this story, because it's a mystery.  
How many people died in a nursing home of suspicious means and we will never know that...it's not a racial problem as he tried to make it into.  Many of the women who died in nursing homes or in childbirth or men in car accidents are blonde hair blue eyed. 
Did you see them on the news? Nope.

 

Monday, September 20, 2021

How Long

ILL THE HUMAN RACE SURVIVE?


This blog is my place to explore thinking  beyond the everyday...and I know many of you don't agree with my opinions and that is ok, but it gets us to thinking doesn't it?
My opinions here are only what I would do in life, not what you should do...I am only speaking for myself.  
So when I watched a documentary called Native American it made me realize how the Spanish and their conquest did so much harm to this planet and the indigenous people on it that I would say Spain should have to pay for that in some way, SPAIN?? What gives? Anyways I am descendant from the English that came over to NA in 1624, so Im sure along the way some of my ancestors added to that pushing the native population to the brink.  Really Sad.  
Not only did they out right murder people of Central America, Mexico and North America, they turned south and continued into South America...the Aztecs in Mexico, the Inca in the Andes, the Anastasi of NA, their way of life was attacked and practically wiped off the face of Earth. 
Yet many are alive today they persevered and they passed on their genes. And in the end that is the purpose of our existence to pass on life. 
And the reason for the killing was?? WHO KNOWS, there was plenty of room for all.  Anyways I think the fact that we don't understand each other is the problem.  We should allow the differences...And then give each other a wide berth.
In the piece I watched it was said the conquistadors would exit the boat and stick their cross in the ground...as if to say we are  here to conquer you and your fate is in our hands...damn. 

Anyways it just made me think...when I bring up topics like this to my sister she simply says I only worry about me and my life and no one elses...hmmm ok. 
Today is weird it started out clammy and still then it got breezy and overcast, now it's back to clammy and still and rain may fall not sure.  I got my shopping done early and happy to have that over..
I did not do my $15 trail yet but I will.  I had too much on my mind to concentrate....and I left my list in the car...so I drew a complete blank.  

I took in a load of aluminum cans 6 lbs I've been saving for quite a while a trash can full...I got $1.50 for my cans...That's half a gallon of gas!  I won a Sticker on a live stream from a You Tuber I watch by Answering a Trivia Question...so that will be fun to see arrive in the mail.
Not much in my corner of the world today, it's Monday and hopefully it's a start off to a good week for me. 

Sunday, September 19, 2021

What can $60 buy?

ILL WE SURVIVE COVID

No one can answer that at this moment 1 in 500 have been taken by it.  Now that it has become a political "statement" it is doubtful that we will prevail.  It may take a while and as the virus mutates, it will become stronger and more adaptable to our vaccines.  This is all my opinion of course...

Meanwhile the one thing that has really made me think is the supply slow down and the migration of so many seeking asylum from violence in their country who are in need of humanitarian aide housing, food, and protection. 

The influx of migrants at the border will only create an even bigger divide in the political division here in the USA.  Anyone who was on the fence about changing parties will most likely change their mind as they see too many migrants as a threat to them. This huge influx is being blamed on the Biden Administration.  I heard they are now trying to fly people back to Haiti.  So either way they will come out smelling bad. Pro immigration will say "you promised" anti immigration will say "look what you did". 

THE USA is under attack from within right now so I wish the world would give us a Break to be quite honest.  Pushing the buttons is not helping us to help ourselves in this time of need.  We have plenty of wealth but what good does it do if we lose control of our government and it becomes an Authoritarian nightmare  because we cant get people to see the light of what is happening here within our borders.
Our way of life and freedom is at risk. 

 We have to be able to secure and control our borders to build support for Democracy.  So in other words cut us some slack just till we catch our breath and have better control of policy and can feel that we have a plan in place there is NO Plan because our law makers are so divided and can't come to a decision that is fair and equitable.   America is too proud to admit when it's wrong and to show weakness but currently we are quite weak.  Our policies have been gutted by Trump and there is years of backlog to work through.

It almost makes me think the word was spread sort of like a Trojan horse...Propaganda told to the people of Haiti to help create this debacle.  Sabotage by the opposition using hopeless people as pawns?  

Meanwhile food prices are so on a sharp  rise here...Although basics remain low.  I am going to try and figure out a way to live on $15 worth of food per week!! Im going to see if I can make a viable plan and then give it a try.  Im not talking being able to EAT well I am just talking eat to survive.  And I can only base my plan on feeding one person.  AND once the supply chain stops entirely I have no clue. BUT possibly saving money to use for other costs in the future may be the best idea. I don't eat meat so you won't see any animal products in my shopping list. 

Example I purchased a 5 lb bag of Idaho Russet potatoes.  $2.99 I was able to get 3 satisfying recipes out of that bag.  There is so many things you can do I cut 3 potatoes into wedges and made a generous serving of chunky homefries. I had one large potato in the bag and so I baked it. I had 5 various sizes of potato and so I peeled those cut into inch pieces and cooked to the point of being soft but not falling apart and made Potato Salad. I could have made hash browns, potato soup, roasted potato, mashed potato, how many can you think of? So divide that $3.00 by 3 and that is $1 for each of the 3 recipes I made. the potato salad I can get 3 servings so 3 meals. 

Of course Im tossing the food pyramid out the window and  probably proper nutrition also that is not what Im trying to accomplish here. 

 I did season this with Mayo, Mustard, Onion, and Bell pepper.  I grew the Bell Pepper.  So in order to make my $15 a week work I would have to spend one weeks worth on Staples to have on hand. Salt, pepper, ketchup, mayo, mustard, soy sauce,  dried onion, garlic powder things to help with flavor and taste. 

What about rice?  You can easily come up with a variety of simple meals with cooked rice.  You can add Paprika and make it Spanish Rice, you can add Soy Sauce and make it Fried Rice, you can add Turmeric and make it Yellow Rice.  So again you must have a larder of staples. You can buy 2 lbs of LG White rice for $1.50

Dried Beans.  I love to cook and eat dried beans. 
Black beans, Pinto Beans, Black Eyed Peas, Navy Beans, Lima Beans, Lentils, Red Beans, Kidney Beans.  There is a large list. 
Most dried beans come in various sizes but if we use 2 lb size you can get a bag for approximately $1.50 per bag.  A whole bag of cooked beans will give about 20 1/2 cup serving, so If you're like me you will want more than that...say 1 cup as a serving or 1 1/2 cup of beans  So that's 5-10 servings. 

If I were to add any canned food to my meal plan it would be Spinach.  You can add that to Rice, it can be a good addition to a meal of Potato and Bean. A can of Spinach is very cheap say 60 cents. 

So we are up to about $6.60.  So far we have enough food to make several meals...that will work for dinner...now lets work on Breakfast.

A sack of flour and sugar, would also be on my list.  Store brand Walmart  flour 5 lbs for $1.18,  4 lbs sugar $2 and small bottle of vegetable oil is $2 and a jar of strawberry Jam is $1.84.  AND there will be sugar, oil and jam left over for next week along with sugar, so I think I can make this work. If I have anything money left over I will go for canned diced tomato. 
After tax I would be over my $15 limit but not by much.  If you can get by with smaller quantities I would add some tea bags, and some instant  coffee to my list. 
 BUT we are talking survival here...none of these products have to be refrigerated (the mayo once opened) so cook only what you will eat that day...and they could all be cooked outside on an open fire if need be.  You will need a water source of course.  And a cast iron pot for cooking with. 

You can make tortillas, flat cakes, biscuits, flat breads, pancakes, white gravy, (add soy sauce and you have brown gravy) IT won't taste like you are used to tasting but you can survive on it. 
In Summer you can forage for berries, mushrooms (that you ID as safe) 

Breakfast Meal Plan ex:
Biscuits and white gravy
Gravy and Hash Browns 
Pancakes or muffins with Strawberry Jam 


Dinner Meal Plan example:
Baked PotatoTopped with  Beans and Brown Gravy 
Spanish Rice with a side of Beans
Potato Salad with a side of Beans and a biscuit
Flat bread with Rice and Spinach 
Potato Soup with flatbread
Pan Pizza with tomato chunks and rehydrated Onion 
Mashed with gravy side of Spinach
Roasted Potato with side Bean. 


You can take those staples and mix n match up for a variety of meal plans.  Just something to think about! 
15 x 4 =$60 per month! I think I want to try it out just see how it could work.  
So what would your shopping list look like for $15?
 

Saturday, September 18, 2021

Destiny or Karma

ENT FOR A WALK...

More on how long we choose to live...
I know many people who chose to go for treatment when they had a diagnosis of cancer and they did very well and have gone on to live a fulfilling and happy life.  I am not speaking of a diagnosis where there has been successful treatment, but if Im 5 yrs away from my life expectancy I don't think I would go the whole nine...that is JUST my choice.  I sure would not council anyone else when it comes to that. If I had a lot of family support that would surely be a different scenario.  My son would be no help to me, and my sisters have their own life to deal with. 

My aunt died of breast cancer.  She had  a double mastectomy, chemo, radiation and was dead in 6 yrs.  She was told in the beginning she would live 6yrs without treatment...so she chose treatment and she still only made it 6 yrs but it was 6 yrs of being sick, living a miserable life.  
IT is def a personal choice and I don't blame anyone for trying, at least we still have a choice on that one. 

I don't believe "our destiny is set." I think shit happens and sometimes it happens to good people who really don't deserve to have an illness rob them of precious days...then there's rotten to core people who live forever and make life miserable for someone else for an eternity.  I do believe in Karma...the law of attraction. 

Like that aunt who died at 60...her husband was a horrible man, he cheated on her, he was always a moody and sneaky type I never liked him and got bad vibes from him very early on.  She was my dad's half sister as my Grandmother was a young widow...and she remarried.  My aunt was raised on the farm my Grandma and step Grandad lived on and they hired one man to help with the farm....hired man took advantage of the situation and before my grandparents passed on her had married my young aunt.  She wanted to stay on the farm and bought all of us out and she and he went into dairy farming.   She worked like a mule and he dragged himself out to help a little but mostly she ran the farm and their kids helped her when they got big enough..

When she died he sold the farm within a month remarried and moved into town and bought a new house for his new wife with my aunt's farm money, he got sick and died within 3 years and the woman he married received what money was left of what was once a family farm...one that been in our family for many years.. So I guess that left a bad feeling in me.  Because their kids should have inherited that farm...not long after he passed my cousin their oldest daughter,  also was diagnosed with cancer...she ended up homeless and had to move in with her brother where she did not seek treatment and died  2 years later...just a tragic story all the way around. 

I have always enjoyed being alive, but to be honest the last 5 years, not so much.  I have tried to rally but to be  honest I wonder if the human race was even meant to be here on this planet.  I think I watch too much SciFi.  When I heard a Space X type competitor whose name escaped me, say they will def be sending cows to Mars, that sealed the deal for me...

Humans will continue to torture and kill animals even on another Planet, need I say more?



Friday, September 17, 2021

HOW long do you plan to live?

ELL

It's Friday again and I have very little to show for this week of my life...no projects, no lessons learned, no inspiration to speak of and just plain feel like I wasted another 7 days of living on the planet.  

Do  you ever get that feeling like what was I supposed to be doing?  It was gloomy for 3 days and when it's gloomy I am gloomy.  I am  def Earth/Sky person so I want to see the Sky and then be part of the Earth...when the sky is not present neither am I or I just feel like Im in stasis.  

I try to learn something every single day but some of the stuff I learn is just useless gibble, I just made that word up please use if you like.  I tried to get inspired to plant seeds and so I did but my heart was just blah..I was not seeing the end result I was just planting a seed.  I thought "hope I live long enough to see this grow." I tried to go exploring in nature, and I just felt blah...nothing  inspired me.  The trees look sad, the flowers are fading the butterflies are leaving, and the hummingbirds are only occasionally sipping a little sugar water as they get ready to leave me here with winter. 

My sis wrote me and she said she is sad to see the flowers she tended so lovingly all summer die off as the cold approaches her home in Colorado.  I understand for sure at least I have Camelia flowers to look forward to and with climate change she will probably get more snow than normal and that means she will be locked up inside like I have been all summer waiting on the humidity to leave...It comes and goes right now...today it is here present and accounted for.  She will be waiting out the ice the snow and cold.  

Yesterday I went to the cemetery to see my mom...and I saw some new graves and stones had been added since my last visit.  More and more the birthdates on those stones are getting closer and closer to my own birth year.  I'm used to seeing birth years in the late 1920's and 30's now it's the late 40's which is getting closer and closer to my 50's.  

I think Im in resigned mode.  Im resigned to "this was my life" and "now it's nearly over." IF I'm extremely lucky I got 20 left but  to be honest my heart jumps and spits and pauses like an old Pontiac in desperate need of a tune up...so I kinda doubt 20 is in the cards for me. 

One lady whose blog I read is 80 and taking some sort of cancer treatment?? Why? TBH I have decided not to seek treatment for cancer unless it's an easily operative tumor.  Chemo or radiation at this stage in my life  seems redundant. Most people who get a cancer diagnosis have 5-7 yrs to live without treatment, with treatment the number is not much more... and it's constant dr visits, blood work, a failing insurance system to deal with and wearing your family to a frazzle in a state of  constant hope and let down.   If they are young and otherwise healthy sure, but getting into 70 or 80 it seems like you will spend those last few years in more misery due to side effects of the treatments...and in the USA dealing with a crooked insurance system that only wants your money and they don't want to pay your claims...I'd rather spend those years doing what I WANT to do and being my best self from one day to the next. 
 
Did you know life expectancy in the USA now is 78.5, in the UK it's 81.2 and in Canada it's 81.95 or basically 82.  JUST living in the USA shaves about 4 yrs off  your life.  Since I was always self employed I rarely had health insurance.  But Im not a huge believer in early screening.  The private provider health insurance racket in this country is like this, when I was younger, say in my 30's I would sign onto a policy with a huge freaking deductible, say $1500...and then I could afford monthly payments at least for 6 months, then at that time they would raise my rate...see they think they have you now...I never or rarely ever used my health insurance.  NO screenings, no surgeries, no testing, no ER visits unless I had an injury....so I think I came to the conclusion that testing is something I can not afford and to be honest I can't. So I never kept health insurance for much more a few months at a time and in the end I gave up and now I have Medicare, and to be honest I've thought about cancelling it...but I know now nearing the end of my life I could still run up a huge bill if I don't just drop dead which is my hope.  

So if I can't afford the test I sure as hell can't afford the treatment!
Anyways that's my take on it. So to be or not to be that is the Question..

Wednesday, September 15, 2021

GOOD NEWS

OW so happy California did not fall into the hands of the GOP.

I didn't really get the gist of what brought on this "recall" election except more GOP lies and pretending they didn't get a fair chance, I heard the recall election was a landslide in favor of the Democrat who won in the first place...so 

My question is how the hell much longer are we going to put up with this reckless bullshit they (Republicans) are always tossing out there...when do we finally stand up and say NO?  If I had been that states Election Commissioner or whatever the title is, I would have said, NO..simple as that. 

I guess they think they can send in a Black guy and say he is a Conservative and people will vote for him...well they guessed wrong!! 
YOUR skin color does not get you elected your platform does.  

They keep squealing...what exactly do they WANT? I would like to hear ONE thing that is keeping them from living the life they want for themselves?? Just name one thing?  They can live in any state, take any job they want to go for, they have all the freedom to do practice their religion, they can have or not have an abortion, they can wear or not wear a mask....if you don't want to wear one STAY home. 

People who did not want to get the vaccine quit their jobs, good more jobs for the ones who will NOW we may get a handle on this virus in hospitals, nursing homes, doctor's offices, schools, armed forces, and so many more public places.  Yes get in the game or get out of the way. 

They just want to bully liberals into living the way they do??? WHY, I just don't get it.  Why can't we actually enjoy the freedom we claim to have?  Ok we all have to follow certain rules, but the GOP wants to take away our personal choices like when it comes to having kids, and they don't want to help us protect them when we have them.  So where is the logic in that? 

They have used the Bible to try and explain away their claims...OK fine for the sake of argument lets say it is Murder....fine it's murder, then how does that affect anyone except the ones who made that choice, that should not affect "John Doe GOP Blowhole" from getting thru the gate of Heaven, now should it?  NOT if the rest of the BS religious belief is true..."ask for forgiveness and you will be forgiven" OK so which is it? And if John Doe GOP Blowhole has lived his self righteous life by the Book then he has nothing to complain or worry about does he?? 

How they pull out only the sword they need at the time just makes me laugh.  The very same white right could care less about your kids...obviously since they won't even mask up their kid to corral their germs! 

So the ignorant governor here in SC, his name is McMasters, he is a real piece of hypocrisy if ever it existed...and so I wrote him to tell him exactly how I see his recent foolish remarks.  
SO he along with our Congress put into the recent Budget Bill they signed a little clause to appease the GOP base(less) who complained about sending kids back to school with a mask mandate...wrote in that NO State Funds can be used to enforce a mask mandate...so they threated to stop funding to public schools if they forced their germy kids to wear a mask.  AND yet at the same time they want IN house schooling cause after all who is gonna baby sit their kids if they don't go to school?  
So then kids started getting sick the covid is on the rise, some kids died some on vents and life support do you think those base(less) GOP voters care? No they don't.  At the same time they passed the "heartbeat bill" which takes away a "parents" right to make the decision if they want to abort a fetus which is a constitutional right.  They say....ONLY God can make that choice...oh and the State. HOW is that God's choice if the State is making the choice?

SO  a couple of our Senators said they want to have that no mask mandate overturned because the covid is on the rise...and the Governor said "the health and well being of a child is the choice of the parent, not up to the State to decide." 
OK Governor you can't have it both ways...so if the health and well being of a child is up to the "PARENT" then that includes a woman who is carrying her child.
In my email I said "So which is it, the State or the Parent who decides or maybe it's just a political game you are playing and you don't really care about either issue?"

Of course he never answers me, he is such an A$$. 

Tuesday, September 14, 2021

Who Controls...

OMEN?

In todays post Im going to tell you a story that was told to me back in 1979 by a 62 year old  woman...at that time I was 26 yrs old and was childless. I had my son when I was 28..

Her name was Margie...she was a widow and had raised 4 children 3 boys and one girl...they were all married and most of them had children.   She had her children in the very early years of her marriage, almost one right behind the other...She told me she spent the most of 7 years Pregnant and breast feeding children.   When she was in her late 30's she got very sick.  She had a serious infection of her uterus.  

So her doctor put her on Penicillin and she got better, but within a few months it returned.  She was back at the doctor and this time she ended up in the hospital.  She was told she had another infection this time she stayed in the hospital 2 weeks on IV meds and she grew very weak.  

She finally went home but the problem returned and she was put on bed rest....and then her uterus ruptured and she had to have an emergency total hysterectomy.  She ended up with blood poisoning and she nearly died.  She had a very long recovery and she told me she never felt all that well again...

The thing that struck me about  what she told me was all along her old fashioned doctor was more in favor of preserving the  uterus than her life...he gambled her life rather than just do the operation which she wanted to get the first time, and he kept saying, 
"You won't be able to get pregnant again, this is forever." 
So there she was with 4 children and already getting close to  menopause and yet the doctor cared more about her uterus than he did about her life. 

Monday, September 13, 2021

Monday Monday

ENT ONLINE
 and printed out

A copy of the campground at Huntington Beach SP, my sister made a reservation for me Nov 1 - 4 they are bringing their camper over and visiting family this fall...I found my spot on the map...I think it backs up to some trees not sure there is any side privacy tho...
I am looking forward to it, but I don't know how it's going to be with my 2 dogs.  Their camper is large 26 ft, so if we want to go take a walk they can stay in the camper but they may bark...they are always in protect mode when left in my van in campgrounds.  I used to always take them with me when I went for a walk in a campground but now except for short bathroom breaks, they really get lame if they do a lot of walking.  We will be sleeping in my van and I will make my coffee in there and make sure I have some lunch food, but I guess we will make dinner in their full kitchen!! 
 

So today is one of those days when I am just not into it.  It being many things...I took a walk but wasn't really excited about it, just did it for the movement.  I did a little watering of my plants and tossed out some seed on the lawn, some winter rye...but I wasn't really doing it with enthusiasm.  Checked the mail was able to rip most of it straight into the trash can. Came in and did a little plundering I am looking for something that I can't find in my house no clue where I put it.  Still no clue but cleaned out a few old papers.  

Then I went back out to finish   up my yard projects weed eat the parking area, and trim the foundation hedges in the same area.  Back inside because it got too warm to enjoy being out there.  Came in and watched a couple Youtubers, Slim Potatohead has a wonderful project he is about to dive into ever so slowly...wish I had a project like that one, but even that may not motivate me.  He bought a cabin probably built  in the 70's on a nice piece of waterfront property in New Brunswick Canada.  Its a mess and it will be mostly off grid although he did mention he wants electricity but also mentioned an outhouse.  I think IF it's allowed I would dig my own septic system.  He can still have a rain water system...and I've thought of doing a rain water system for my toilet.... thing is IM getting old.  I have a great idea of how to do it....but Im not sure I could do it. A simple gravity barrel placed on a stand on the ground only needs to be higher than the toilet...I would collect rain water from the roof with a little gutter to funnel it into the barrel.  I could save about 10 gallons a day or 300 gallons a month from my water bill...

It will be fun to see what he comes up with for his cabin to make it livable.   In an old DO it Yourself book I have there's a chapter on setting up your own septic system.  Of course location is key on a sloping away grade is best...you must do a perk test to see how much drop your drain line would have to be for the leech field.  In the book they dug a spot and put in a 50 gallon barrel, and and used it like a septic tank. They filled the hole around it with large stones, and small stones and put in a piece of the black drain line I have a professionally installed septic tank. But the DIY one could be perfect for a cabin in the woods..

Later....today I picked 8 Jalapeno pepper off my plant and decided to make some poppers.  I didn't use cream cheese or anything,,,but I made some breadcrumbs and sprinkled it on the peppers...then baked. Quite good.  Also I cooked a pot of lima beans. I can eat 3 or 4 meals off this pot full...and I think I will make some corn fritters to go with it...
SO one of those do nothing piddle around kind of days when I could not get motivated to really take a stab at anything.  

Sunday, September 12, 2021

JOBS?

HERE IS THE FUTURE 

Of Jobs in America?  I just watched a PBS documentary about Jobs in America over the past 20 or so years.  What's missing in the whole picture is there is no protection for the non union Workers and in the South especially Unions have a bad name.  Why?

Propaganda.  I can give first hand experience on WHY unions are not exactly the best answer.  See Unions go out of their way to protect Due's payers.  That can become a bad thing.  See in my case of the EMS Union I saw how bad apples are kept in the barrel when they should be tossed out.. UNIONS only protect dues payers, we need labor laws that protect everyone.  Workers who work for large or small companies, everyone needs protection from unreasonable employer demands, unreasonable employer legal protections, and the unreasonable way workers are kept poor! The full time favorites get overtime while part time hourly wager earners are sent home. 

Benefits should be given to everyone.  Why can't we have a Workers Benefit Pool like Medicare.  It comes out of wages, and it covers sick pay, vacation pay, family leave, health care, and additional training costs, unemployment benefits, and life insurance.  Even self employed could get into the pool also.  I was self employed for many years so each year when I did my taxes I had to pay self employment SS, Fed and State taxes.  So A pool where everyone is eligible to enroll is the way to go.  It could even cover ILLEGALS who could be given a Resident SS#.  

This plan would help with the illegals who don't pay taxes...And the bottom line is the more tax payers we have the better.  WHY are there so many unfilled jobs currently?  I can tell  you part of it....See what is happening is this Employers are hiring people part time.  This means you are not eligible for any benefits, as listed above.  NOT only that but you are not guaranteed enough hours to make a living on.  Its almost like you're a temp.  If sales or contracts get slack you are simply told "don't come in."  How can you pay your rent or buy food for your family if you're  on an as needed basis?

So when these companies cry foul on the workers not coming back it's due to this...my son got caught up in the covid lay offs, he had 2 part time jobs...one he lost in March  he as a server in a high end local restaurant.  His second job was overnight clerk at a Convenience Store.  So when covid came along he lost the servers job when the State closed down all eateries, then the city put in a curfew of 11 pm.  That was to stop bars from serving crowds, but it meant his 10 pm to 7 am job was gone too...so they eliminated the overnight shift.  

When his unemployment was cut short by 3  months by our ignorant governor trying to force workers back to work, those jobs didn't exist any more! They never brought back the 3rd shift where he had worked and the restaurant opened up with a skeleton crew and that's how it stayed...There is not enough people eating out and dining in...so they want to rehire Part Time...that means they can call you on a slow day and say "don't come in...call me tomorrow"...And that's exactly what he found...when he got hired to work a retail Gig, and it's just that a Gig.  Scheduled to work shows up to work and told to go  home 2 hrs later because business is Slow....how can anyone make a living on that kind of unstable unreliable job?

So he quit! Stupid but that's what he did...My son has never wanted to work in the field of his degree,  Biology.  Don't ask me why I can see lots of ways to use that degree but he only sees being stuck in a lab,  with a bunch of nerds.  Only highly skilled technology jobs are on the rise.  Factory jobs are being replaced with robotics so mechanical engineers, computer programmers,  along with a lot of software engineers is where the growth is currently.  Health care jobs are mostly at the service level.  I wish he would go for Physical Therapists but he had no motivation...He says it's a dead end...

Every job is a dead end but any job puts food on the table but no guarantees. 


Friday, September 10, 2021

20 yrs already

HERE IT HAPPENED....


                                                                                                     X2
             
                                    X3


This triangle shows where I lived and where I worked and where the Twin Towers were located, the dot far left is the location of the towers, X3 is where I worked and watched the whole thing happen from our 6th floor office window bank, And the other dot up at X2 the apartment building where I lived one mile away.

This blurry photo was one I took from the window of my work place a couple weeks before the tragedy, but you can see what a view we had....




















An impromptu gathering of people having a memorial for the victims on Sept 23rd



Messages 






     Some of these photos were taken by me, and some by co workers                       of Con Edison where I was working on 9/11







                   I was there and saw it and I will never forget it and I went down with a group of  EMT volunteers to try and help after the buildings fell...we found no survivors 


Thursday, September 9, 2021

Yes,

E GET OLD WITHOUT REALIZING IT

My drivers license has to be renewed in 2025, but I have decided to do it soon, probably next month for a couple of reasons.  
My eyesight is getting worse all the time, I want to pass the eye test now and then the license should be good for 10 yrs.  I can still see but it's not good and I can't see how to drive at night anymore!! There is a halo around lights that blinds me. 

We all have to get this thing called a Real ID which is more govt BS but we gotta do it...so I guess I will get a real ID when I go for the new License.  You have to show up with 2 or three forms of Identification,  My sis is at the eye dr today getting a new prescript for her glasses cause she has to renew in Jan for her license.  She has really bad eye sight since 7yrs of age she had scarlet fever or something when she was a kid and I doubt she got treatment for it since our parents were dirt poor  and lived in backwoods Appalachia.  

So the other day when we spoke this is the story she told me about another friend who is a male older than sis, not sure of his exact age, but between 75 and 80 yrs old.  An independent person who manages his own life, etc.  He had gone on a camping trip and on his way home he decided to stop and get his eyes examined while in a bigger town...and get new glasses at one of the exam and glasses in an hour places. BUT instead of that they TOOK his drivers license away from him...and told him he could NOT drive he was legally blind!!  

HE was shocked he had to phone a friend to come get him and drive him home...while a second friend drove his car back home...I have no idea if he can get surgery or treatment for his condition...but what a shock...SO I say don't leave anything to chance these days..
I recall back when my mom was 73 we were in a horrible car accident, she was nearly killed but during the incident she was conscious the entire time until they put her under with drugs to intubate her at the hospital.

Her license was a little over a month left to expire when she got home so I took her up to get it renewed...and they ask you some questions...one of them is, in the past 6 months have you been knocked unconscious, or had a seizure. 
She answered "YES", I immediately said "NO she was not" and the anal woman behind the counter listened to me explain how my mom had been injured but not a head injury she had several broken ribs and sternum and could not breath so she was sedated and put on a ventilator for 10 days...BUT she was not "knocked unconscious".  

BUT then the woman says..."but she answered yes.. She will have to be cleared by a doctor of Neurology before she can renew her license".  I nearly fell over...what???
So we had to contact her doctor to find out how we could get this neurology check up and he made arrangements, and just in case we also got an eye exam so she would be able to pass the eye exam.  

IT was a huge ordeal but we got it done just in time before her license expired...she continued driving till she was 86 yrs old and had hip surgery and could no longer move her right leg quick enough to safely drive.  

Her license expired on her 93rd birthday and we got an official State ID in place of a Driver's License.  She sold her car when she was 90 BUT the last time she drove was in 2011.  I was driving my Chevy Blazer at that time...and I had seen a Van on a used car lot that I really wanted to buy I had stopped in and driven it and one day I decided to make an offer, and he accepted, that's when I bought my van.  So I drove home and got Mom, she drove the Blazer for the first time on her last time driving...and she had no problems at all.  I followed behind her in the van, and made sure no one got too close to her and she drove like a pro.  

She was so proud of herself and I was so proud for her.  We were both very happy that day I got my van and she got to drive one last time. 
I sure hope my sis's exam goes well...she is 72 if they take away her license today she is gonna need to phone a friend...and my other sis is on a road trip  currently in Idaho. 

Be very careful how you answer these questions that we are asked as we get older, I think I would ask "why are you asking me that?" This can give you a hint as to what may be coming next depending on your answer.  I would not want anyone who has seizures driving on the road next to me, but each circumstance is different.   In fact research what kind of questions you may be asked  before you go so you can be prepared to answer. 

Hopefully we all can drive right up the day we can no longer do it safely Mom often told me the thing she missed most was not being able to drive anymore. But she was lucky she had me to take her anywhere she needed or wanted to go. 

At least these days we can order anything we need and have it delivered as long as we can pay for it...so being stuck at home is not as bad as it was back in the day...

Wednesday, September 8, 2021

I did something?

HATS UP WITH MY KARMA?

It's out of whack for sure...OK my camera arrived that was good, I did inquire to her what happened to the phone that never arrived, she said  I would have to contact customer service, I told her I did that already...

Then later in the day my computer suddenly had Mircrosoft News on the desktop...I tired to restore it to three days ago and what a mess...it ended up with the blue screen of "no can do" I ended up having to reinstall Windows! And it took me about 3 hours to get it all set up because I use Chrome and of course Microsoft wants me to use Edge which is a joke...
So I had to recall how to get out  of S mode on Win 10 good for me I wrote it down...JUST to be able to install Chrome. 

Then had to download Chrome, and try to get the settings back to the way I like it...even the size was different...I used my old laptop and found  a video that could have helped me start in safe mode and I wouldn't have lost my documents.  But darn it I found that too late...

I have most of the important stuff on thumb drives anyways and in Google Photos NOT all but most.  Some things were lost.  I should have backed up before the restore, why did I forget to do that?  

The next laptop I buy will be a Chromebook, I just can't deal with windows anymore...Used to be good but now its a shopping mall basically.  So I've dumped alot of Salt on myself lately...I don't know if there's enough water in the world to help...if I can get thru 9/11 it will help some.

So tomorrow it's supposed to rain but hopefully Thursday I can go out and see how the camera works...of course I took a photo but I want to know how it performs in the field.  

Tuesday, September 7, 2021

Again...

HAT?????

I signed into my Fed Ex account to track the camera this morning, and it says it ON A TRUCK FOR DELIVERY from FLORENCE omg may as well be on a rocket launcher to the moon..
IM so whacked out...How can this happen...THIS is a particular camera they don't have one they can send to replace it.  These are camera's that have been traded in by people who got upgrades...

I nearly died when I saw it had moved to Florence and yet I never got one single update on my phone about it, Im supposed to get phone updates...If it doesnt arrive today I Have no clue what to do as their Customer Service is a big Farce...you can tell it's people in their homes sitting around in bunny slippers...

9/11 looms in just a few days Im trying to not hear any reports of memorials and not see footage from that day it's burned in my mind and I just want it to fade but that never happens here it is 20 yrs and it may have been yesterday.  Last night I had nightmares, not of the people jumping or the fireball or the buildings falling down but of my old EMS co workers, and guess what my mind aged them the 20 yrs!! Now that I was not prepared for...and they all looked sad.

I want to go visit my Mom today I need a hug but I dare not leave now Im a Fed Ex hostage...

Monday, September 6, 2021

I don't work so...

ELL THIS DOES NOT SEEM LIKE A HOLIDAY TO ME...

BUT I did work for manyyyyy years. 
And in a way I can't say there is a holiday I do like to be honest.  I've explored the whole idea of why I celebrate Christmas, a totally fabricated illusion of goodwill and happiness...it's like the thing to do but maybe just maybe this year I can x-nay the entire procedure?? 

Thanksgiving, well I don't even eat Meat so what's the use?  Depends on my son if he wants to come over fine...Maybe we'll do a couple of pizza.  He does not spend time with me, only comes to complain if I did something that annoys him so I think I will learn from his Example. 
 
I did some looking into why do we have Labor Day in the first place....and guess what I found out.  Back in 1894 the federal gov't made the holiday as a way of saving face after the military was called in to "settle" a Pullman Car Employee Strike and they killed 30 people  in Chicago!  Yeah so back then when the "industrial revolution" was in full swing workers were seen only as a means to an end, putting more money in the pockets of the wealthy or the powerful, basically same as today, only there are a few more laws to protect workers now..
In  1893 there was a recession , and Pullman (Pullman Railroad Cars) laid off hundreds of workers, then reduced the salary by 30% of  the remaining  work force.  At the same time he refused to lower rents PAID to his "Pullman tenements" and the price of goods in his "mercantile" stores where workers lived and bought their goods... and So they went out on strike for better working conditions, better salary, and fair treatment,  the US Attorney General called for an injunction  against the strikers and the leaders of the strike when they set fire to a US Mail car...and Grover Cleveland sent troops to enforce the injunction.

So as they created Labor Day and the bill was signed at the same time Cleveland was sending troops to Chicago to enforce the injunction!!

“It was a way of being supportive of labor,”  “Labor unions were a constituency of the Democratic Party at the time, and it didn't look good for Cleveland, who was a Democrat, to be putting down this strike.”
(history.com)

The strikers set fire to many locomotives, and the troops fired upon them killing 30 people!!
SO to make it seem feds are PRO workers, they created Labor Day...
Just like they Killed the Native Americans then created Thanksgiving Day...millions of soldiers died so they created Memorial Day, the ones who came home with a leg missing they got Veterans Day, and to make us revere the leaders they created Presidents day, 
and the list  just goes on and on and on. I see a pattern here...

NOW you know the truth behind it...does it continue to instill American Pride in you??? 
It's just hogwash and BS.  

Sunday, September 5, 2021

NO Surprise...

HEN 

I checked the tracking for my camera today it said, "potentially delayed" OMG only its not in Florence its in Charlotte, NC.  I knew when it  showed a Sunday delivery that was never going to happen.  UPS or USPS yes Please NEVER  FedEx the most unreliable of all.  I guess I should have paid the $16 for  2 day shipping, but honestly I forgot it was a Holiday weekend.  This happens to me all the time.  Many times I've come driving into a campground while traveling on either Memorial Day or Fathers Day or Labor Day to find no spots available,,,another lesson never learned..

I think they pull delivery dates out of thin air...The company promised me a expedited dispatch as they called it, got out of there fast, came South and Stopped....just didn't go anywhere...I have no idea WHO can one complain to about Fed Ex, you call CS and they give you the total run around, never do what they promise and they flat out LIE. 

So the Tracking now says  Tuesday delivery...OM MY sure hope so...Once I ordered a camera because I was going on a long road trip.  I had ordered it 45 days prior to leaving so I could learn how to use it before depending on it to capture my trip photos...and  waited and waited and waited I reported it as lost after 18 days...the guy who shipped it said BE patient.  The camera had left PA and instead of going South it went North to NJ.  And I was pretty sure it was lost.  I paid for it to be insured and yet he did not insure it!! He simply shipped it priority mail.  

It took 25 days for this camera to reach me and I threated the guy with anything I could and I felt he should of sent me a replacement camera, Needless to say I did not give him a Positive rating since he did not insure the camera and I had paid extra for insurance. 

Is it Karma??

Friday, September 3, 2021

OMG

HAT?

Oh no!!
 My new camera has been shipped Fed EX!! OMG And the text I got says it will be delivered 9/5 that's Sunday!! NO freaking way that is happening, and Monday is a holiday..
Which I had forgotten about completely when I ordered the camera.   The phone I ordered, the one that never arrived, they never said one word to me about it...never got another update, never got that "call" from the tracker the CS person put on it, and she said they would call me back within an hour,..never happened. 

I got a refund from Walmart.  BUT what happened to that phone?? NO clue. IF the camera goes to Florence its very possible that it will suffer the same fate.  Oh Boy..Im scared and will be on pins and needles till it arrives.  This is to replace my current camera that is dying slowly but surely. 

AND I was in my "spam" email folder looking to see if an email I had been expecting went in there didn't find it but found one from the Give me a Break ebird reviewer!! Can you believe he tried to contact me after I explicitly said "Please leave me alone." Yeah,...
So I read the email it said 
"I realize it was ebird software update that changed your Sedge Wren to (Sedge) and not you so I am sorry,  I hope you understand and will continue to contribute as you are one of the top birders in this block." 
OMG I mean really shouldn't he have checked into all that before he slammed off an email to me saying "I noticed you changed your Sedge Wren to (Sedge) and unless you have more details it will remain unconfirmed.,.as we discussed this was a red winged blackbird." 

NOW 2 things I never changed anything about the checklist except I removed the audio and I left it on the list.  I hope that ebird CS did let him know a complaint was made against him.  

Absolutely gorgeous day today...just amazing lower humidity makes such a difference in how the air feels...today we had 38% I think it was.   All I know is this is my kind of weather,  I turned off my AC last night about 7 pm and it is still off Im saving $$$$ 
I went to Sandhills and enjoyed being out by the water and checking the wildflowers and butterflies, and had hoped for some frogs but they are so fast,,,

Not many birds out but I saw a few of the expected ones.