ENT OFF THE CHARTS TODAY...
emotionally...
So more stuff with my son just don't want to share but lets just sum it up...NOT happy with him.
And then you know how I was so excited to get my birthday Skype with the sisters my Birthday is this coming week...well got an email this morning, they are going to Alamosa for an overnight trip they will be gone Tuesday and Wednesday...can we just do the Skype on Friday? Damn 3 days after my birthday, don't put yourself out on my account. I just didn't take that complete disregard of my feelings very well...
So I said if its too difficult lets just forget it...I was asked over a month ago "WHAT do you want?" I responded with I want, a skype call for my birthday...so I can actually BE with my loving sisters...And so what did they do, just what they have always done brush me off and put me completely out of their minds, and plan this trip where they will be out having fun doing a girls overnight a road trip with one stay over night and Im just left completely out of the loop----> on my birthday. Gotta say folks, I haven't felt this low and unloved in a long while.
They're gonna road trip and dine out and motel it and then they are going cemetery-ing....and they may even stop at a National Park while they are that close by...Okay sounds good...for them, but for me it sounds like I'm standing in the Lincoln Tunnel "is anybody home."
I know I sound like a 6 yr old throwing a tantrum...but you know I put in on my calendar, "SKYPE CALL" that means I am reserving that whole day to accomodate their timeline, I did say we could do it the day before originally and I would have been fine with that, but they totally exempted the entire WEEK... they just blow it off like it means nothing...and I was soooo excited about it, well to be quite honest it hurt me. I was so let down...just knowing it meant so little to them the harm has been done. Now I just don't even want to do it period...I dragged around all day feeling like an orphan.
So I said if its too difficult lets just forget it...I was asked over a month ago "WHAT do you want?" I responded with I want, a skype call for my birthday...so I can actually BE with my loving sisters...And so what did they do, just what they have always done brush me off and put me completely out of their minds, and plan this trip where they will be out having fun doing a girls overnight a road trip with one stay over night and Im just left completely out of the loop----> on my birthday. Gotta say folks, I haven't felt this low and unloved in a long while.
They're gonna road trip and dine out and motel it and then they are going cemetery-ing....and they may even stop at a National Park while they are that close by...Okay sounds good...for them, but for me it sounds like I'm standing in the Lincoln Tunnel "is anybody home."
I know I sound like a 6 yr old throwing a tantrum...but you know I put in on my calendar, "SKYPE CALL" that means I am reserving that whole day to accomodate their timeline, I did say we could do it the day before originally and I would have been fine with that, but they totally exempted the entire WEEK... they just blow it off like it means nothing...and I was soooo excited about it, well to be quite honest it hurt me. I was so let down...just knowing it meant so little to them the harm has been done. Now I just don't even want to do it period...I dragged around all day feeling like an orphan.
Even tho oldest called me after getting my email reply and said OH NO I completely didn't think it mattered if we did it on Friday, (3 days after my birthday)
WELL that is the present I asked for, when you gave me 3 choices, it would be nice to receive it before or on my birthday not 3 days after. The whole point was to celebrate my Birthday with me...Birthdays come once a year, they don't last 3 days. Like fish and company birthday's start to smell in 3 days...IT is however my youngest sis's birthday on Friday, so she gets the overnight trip, the dining out together, and the skype party but not me? She never even asked for one.
WELL that is the present I asked for, when you gave me 3 choices, it would be nice to receive it before or on my birthday not 3 days after. The whole point was to celebrate my Birthday with me...Birthdays come once a year, they don't last 3 days. Like fish and company birthday's start to smell in 3 days...IT is however my youngest sis's birthday on Friday, so she gets the overnight trip, the dining out together, and the skype party but not me? She never even asked for one.
So they said we're gonna try to do it by 3 pm on Wednesday and lets just say I wonder if the technology is even going to work especially if they are driving or something? "can you see me now?" "ahhh Nope!"
Totally don't see you or hear you and the call is lost in space...oh well. Next year if given that choice I will simply say I want NADA, just send me a card if you get the chance,, otherwise don't bother me.
Call me what you will, it just showed me that once a Cinderella always a Cinderella.
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