Destiny or Karma

ENT FOR A WALK...

More on how long we choose to live...

I know many people who chose to go for treatment when they had a diagnosis of cancer and they did very well and have gone on to live a fulfilling and happy life.  I am not speaking of a diagnosis where there has been successful treatment, but if Im 5 yrs away from my life expectancy I don't think I would go the whole nine...that is JUST my choice.  I sure would not council anyone else when it comes to that. If I had a lot of family support that would surely be a different scenario.  My son would be no help to me, and my sisters have their own life to deal with. 

My aunt died of breast cancer.  She had  a double mastectomy, chemo, radiation and was dead in 6 yrs.  She was told in the beginning she would live 6yrs without treatment...so she chose treatment and she still only made it 6 yrs but it was 6 yrs of being sick, living a miserable life.  
IT is def a personal choice and I don't blame anyone for trying, at least we still have a choice on that one. 

I don't believe "our destiny is set." I think shit happens and sometimes it happens to good people who really don't deserve to have an illness rob them of precious days...then there's rotten to core people who live forever and make life miserable for someone else for an eternity.  I do believe in Karma...the law of attraction. 

Like that aunt who died at 60...her husband was a horrible man, he cheated on her, he was always a moody and sneaky type I never liked him and got bad vibes from him very early on.  She was my dad's half sister as my Grandmother was a young widow...and she remarried.  My aunt was raised on the farm my Grandma and step Grandad lived on and they hired one man to help with the farm....hired man took advantage of the situation and before my grandparents passed on her had married my young aunt.  She wanted to stay on the farm and bought all of us out and she and he went into dairy farming.   She worked like a mule and he dragged himself out to help a little but mostly she ran the farm and their kids helped her when they got big enough..

When she died he sold the farm within a month remarried and moved into town and bought a new house for his new wife with my aunt's farm money, he got sick and died within 3 years and the woman he married received what money was left of what was once a family farm...one that been in our family for many years.. So I guess that left a bad feeling in me.  Because their kids should have inherited that farm...not long after he passed my cousin their oldest daughter,  also was diagnosed with cancer...she ended up homeless and had to move in with her brother where she did not seek treatment and died  2 years later...just a tragic story all the way around. 

I have always enjoyed being alive, but to be honest the last 5 years, not so much.  I have tried to rally but to be  honest I wonder if the human race was even meant to be here on this planet.  I think I watch too much SciFi.  When I heard a Space X type competitor whose name escaped me, say they will def be sending cows to Mars, that sealed the deal for me...

Humans will continue to torture and kill animals even on another Planet, need I say more?