Today was spent...

ITH ACHING BACK...

Picking up the dogs yesterday hurt my back...and today it's been giving me a fit.  Every time I move...and I just got the SI problem to stop hurting, seems lately Im just falling short.

Im not doing a good job with anything these days.  Im not doing right by my dogs, Im not doing right by my place so much is going undone.  I think I need to make some big changes to my life...but HOW.  I just don't have the energy and strength I once had...I have to face that.  JUST going on this little camp trip has cost me a lot of worry and it shouldn't but the way my life is now it is.  I should not have agreed to go along...I just didn't think about the big picture.  

Its' hot today I sure hope it wont be this hot down there next week cause I will be quite uncomfy. Im taking a fan of course but that only helps when you're sitting right in front of it.  

Today I did something I never do I shopped for shoes in a real shoe store. I got a pair of sketchers that feel pretty good on my feet.  I must wear them a little each day to get them broken in...So I will take those and my old trusty ones that are worn out. 

My life is too streamlined and that is the trouble. I am very set in my ways.  I was not always this way but  I evolved into this...I def want and desire the simple life and that is what I have but when ONE other person is interjected into that it becomes almost a road block.  

Anyways just observations about aging in place...