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HO has a weird rash??

I do. I have no clue what it is...I think I have some weird virus that I am not even aware of having...I did have a tick attach to me back in the spring.  It was very small I didn't even know it was there but the spot itched and I though it was a small skin tag, NO it was a tick.  I spend a lot of time hiking and in the out of doors and I have 2 dogs living in my house.  They both get flea/tick treatment so if one gets on them it doesn't stay around...so I feel it came from brushing against some bush or whatever and it got directly on me. IT was sooo small I couldn't even see it!

I figure it began to itch right away It was attached...so I pulled it off and treated the area.  It continued to itch and got red for several days...There is a virus called Bourbon Virus.  It comes from ticks and was first found in Bourbon Kansas, now it's in the midwest and the southeast....from a tick!! It causes fatigue, fever, chills, and a rash! There is no cure! Im just trying to figure out why Im suddenly covered in a rash...one that itches. I am not allergic to anything except cat hair a little bit.  It makes me feel stuffy when I had my upholstery shop if I worked on a piece and a cat had been on it, I would sneeze and cough and my eyes would itch.  

My next best guess is the laundry detergent I bought.  I never have used those pods before, my clothes felt scratchy so it could be that...So Im taking Benadryl to help with the itch.  The spots are like small and in clusters, and I feel the nerve ending are just under the skin tingling...sooooo 

Whatever it is, it's no fun.  Have you ever gotten fiberglass on your skin, say from that old fashioned Christmas stuff called Angel Hair, or the attic insulation that has fiber glass in it, that is how my skin feels.  

Anyways very weird...I hope its gone soon.  It seems worse at night.  My sister said rewash all your clothes in vinegar in the washer so I plan to do that... Im trying to stay busy and keep my mind off it...
I have been feeling a  off all week to be honest.  Like I want to cut my own throat weird like I've had it with life weird.  Like I want to jump off a cliff weird.  Sometimes I feel like this is Mars and Im from Jupiter.  Like I really don't get it.  I don't believe that Earth is our home planet and sometimes it seems so absurd that we are here.

How could such a reckless entity come to such a gorgeous place and completely wreck it...Im speaking of the oil spill off California coast.  OMG...what a horrible thing.