Today was a

EIRD DAY...
It was my mom's birthday she would have been 97....I visited her Burial vault today and left her a nice little birthday decoration...
So it was a sad day for me, still missing her so very much..

If you recall I had told you about this youtube creator I did enjoy watching but after  5 months of watching her I had to unsubscribe, I think I mentioned that she said she was going to go on a deer hunt? And today she announced it was going to be with Crossbow, so I didn't even wish her well I just said what a fake you turned out to be...honestly sometimes you must be blunt to get your point across, because in the beginning she tried to come off as a total animal lover, be kind to wildlife etc...then she met this what I call a redneck guy...and suddenly she is fishing, and now hunting, seems to me she is trying to impress a man and not being true to who she really is OR she was a fake all along?  I was very disappointed and felt like I had been taken advantage of, and by the looks of all the thumbs down I wasn't the only one.  So I assume all her professed love of animals was just all a lie?  There is no kind way to Kill an Animal!!!!!!!!!
I have to wonder how is that going to help her channel?  She just excluded a whole lot of her audience. 
I am a firm believer in standing up for what I believe in and I don't support the opposing sides.  Some issues have no middle ground.  

Anyways after the cemetery I had to do a quick shop trip and then back home.  

Another youtube creator I follow travels with a cat..and unfortunately her cat has started to have seizures.  Medicine the vet gave her actually did not work as she video'd the cat and Im not sure she was aware but what she thought was side effects to the medicine to me looked like a focal seizure...she is going to be going back to the vet...my Casey went through 2 horrible weeks of seizure and since he was 15, I did not want him to suffer...they showed up daily, so that was another thing that made me sad today..

My sis sent me some wonderful pic of her day yesterday they went to see the leaf color up on the Mesa...they hit it spot on for great color...That was a good thing that happened for sure.  
We had thunder but no rain, we could use some rain.  Something turned over my birdbath last night maybe a deer? 

With some of my birthday$$$ I finally ordered some Darn Tough  hiking Socks can't wait to try them...it says NO seams that is what I hate SEAMS on my toes.  They were $23 and I got free shipping cause I also ordered a new 12 volt socket thing for my Coleman camp cooler which runs on 12 volt DC  or 110 AC The 12 volt plug has always been a pain it won't stay plugged, I tried to fix it and destroyed it...so Hopefully I can make Make some sort of clamp to keep the 2 together...They make a thing but it's $16 and I think I can make something better than the duct tape I used before It seemed to be getting too hot and I thought it may be a fire hazzard.  

When I had to give up trying to get my van straight due to back pain I came in and relaxed and I took a nap on the couch then woke up and watched a couple of Zombie movies, including "Night of the Living Dead." They are coming to get you Barbara.  

That is how I felt today like I don't belong anywhere and they are coming to get me.