Meanwhile...

ILLING BUT NOT ABLE...

I put my nature ramble blog on hold for now cause I am not out and about and uninspired to do a blog that I have not experienced in real time....it's the relating of an experience via photos and bearing witness to what I saw that is the theme of that blog.  I did one post that was all photos captured a year ago and tried to recap that memory but it lacked so much I got one comment...ONE, and I highlighted all the Earthquakes we have been having, which is sort of about Nature...or at least our unstable natural world. 

If no one is interacting it's no fun.  I thought of trying to do one of the meme group things...there is a lot of them out there...having to do with art, cooking, gardening, sky watch, and more.  But I have done that before and it never leaves me feeling original or satisfied with the result.  It felt like an assignment...I do enjoy some challenges but the older I get the less I enjoy that. 

Writtin's is and can be about anything...it comes from my opinions of what's going on in the world big n small...ALL happening at once in my mind, outside my mind, anyplace anywhere...not necessarily part of my journey but stuff I pondered or hear, it's hearsay and I have no interactions.  Its more like a Diary. 

Im geared up to listen to the J6 hearings today at 1 pm...I wanted to go out and do some clean up of the tree that fell, my son sawed it up but lots of fine detailing needs to be done, but today my leg is not happy at all.  Not sure if the 2 Cyprus trees that were mangled by the falling tree will survive...we shall see.  

I cant really do much due to my hip/leg troubles, still a huge issue in my life. Im icing as I type. The thigh and hip joint continue to give me severe pain when I walk or even when I don't walk! It just hurts all the time. 

I can't just stop writing as it has been such a huge part of my life since I put the #2 lead to use back when I was 3 or 4...my mom taught me to draw a rat, and a cat, and she showed me how to write RAT and CAT so I wrote it over and over again on every piece of paper I could find.  Self expression should never be smothered. 

Having said that...what about the Evil aspects of self expression? I say this with a ? mark because I am of the mind that we have outlined pretty well what is and what is not acceptable behavior in our society. That continues to change every day. People are SHOT DOWN daily, no hourly in this country so much so that NOW the only ones that matter is when it's more than one person killed....it's insane!    

Like the kid who murdered the people in the parade, he was  a sadistic individual and he basically said he wanted to do what he did, he drew pictures of it, he performed skits in his rap songs that clearly showed violence and mayhem, yet no one raised a red flag?

We are all good until we're not...then the shit hits the fan. 

Seems as a race we are more into "clean up on isle 9" than into "no you can't do that". I told my son he was ignorant.  He said, "so add that to the list of things you have called me." 

So I explained, "to me ignorance is when you already know the consequence of your action but you go ahead and do it anyway." He was doing 45 in a 30 and a hospital zone, which is a KNOWN speed trap in this town...I said, "I know this from experience." So he slowed down. Why bring attention to your bad deeds?  Look at me Im speeding yet I know it's risky behavior. This I don't get.  We only have to testify in court.  Yet when I ask a question straight up..."did you pay  your bill on time?" I dont get the truth...why is that.  He can deal with a fine for speeding but not own up to paying a bill late, because I will what?  frown on that? We own some unworthy deeds yet not others? 

I really will never understand people.  

Steve Bannon and Trump..lol

What a JOKE they both are do they have any clue how clearly we thru the haze? Well not all of us, but MOST of us.  Some are always in a fog of disillusion unfortunately.  So Bannon is about to be tried for contempt of Congress, and his trial is coming.  So Trump never had executive privilege's over him because he was not one of his lackies at the time, wrote this ridiculous letter and waived his EP...the J6 committee said Big Deal...and Judge presiding over the trial of his contempt said Hogwash and it goes forward...LOL I was so thrilled to see these gaslighting idiots brought to a standstill.