She loved him more...

HEN HIS EYES WERE GREY

the palest shade of a winter day,,,

My x had grey blue eyes...depended on what he was wearing, mine are green and they change according to how much blue is in my shirt,,

Those words up there are from the song Sorrowful Angels, performed by Patti Lovelace.  I love her simple harmonic voice, it's fun to sing along with her...Im an alto harmonic.  

And you  know Vince Gill has been a favorite of mine since way back in the 70's when he was with Pure Prairie League, Amie was one of their early hits that I loved to play and sing.  I can't play guitar anymore since I broke both my wrists, sadly my left wrist does not work properly anymore and I cant hold it in the correct position to make the chords...I still have my guitar and started playing in 1974 and played up until 2013.  It is a very bittersweet feeling. 

Today has been a day of music for me, I do this occasionally when the soul sickness comes onto me hard.  It was the palest of winter days early today fog and damp hung around from overnight rains, the clouds  so low...and I slipped down with them.  My soul touched the ground, and the sadness crept in.  

Sorrowful angels wept into their wings.  

And I felt bad when I got up this morning,,,my right lower lung lobe has crackles...YES I could hear it in bed last night so listened with my stethoscope and yes I can hear crackle on expiration. Could be the beginnings of a pneumonia, so I put myself on Antibiotics that I happen to have.   A friend went to Mexico before the pandemic of course and she brought back bottles of antibiotic. And I got some.   So I hope to catch this early.  

I tried to get out of the funk with music and so I moved my CD changer and the soundbox onto the stand where my record player was...I love my record player but my records are getting old and skipping and can be annoying to listen to. So I moved it into the bedroom...switched places in other words. 

So the changer holds 6 CDs in a little pocket and you push it in and it plays till it's gone thru all 6.  You really don't have to touch it for hours,,,,It helped me.  Then the sun came out...I began to feel better and did some cleaning.  Mostly putting things away, picking up this and that and some light dusting, floor sweeping.  Then I felt tired so I sat with my laptop and worked on some more of my old blog posts with missing photos still in the 2015, and 2016 years.  It's a very slow process, but I got about 5 old posts done.  Slowly grasshopper. 

Then I sang along with Patti on that song, it's a soulful sorrowful ballad, and I hope you will give a listen.  

It's very possible that we can get Trump impeached again and that is better than nothing as he pretends he had nothing to do with what happened, he actually threaten US again by saying it will make some people very angry...
TOO F'Ning bad is my answer to that.  I got all the way to the H's in my list of telling the Representatives who voted YEA, what sacks of pure manure they are, and asking them to resign, and I see hundreds more comments saying the same.

Once I get thru the bad list then I plan to write the good list, the people in Congress who did their job.  I don't know if its gonna me movie night or not Son has not contacted me yet so if he doesn't Im not gonna bother him he may be tired an fell asleep on the  couch.  

IF not Im going to watch Finding Your Roots Nancy Pelosi is going to be on it. 

The fire is crackling and all is good.