Wednesday, October 7, 2020

Time Erased...

HEN ROOSTERS CROW..

Tuesday oct 6th. 
It means the sun is rising...so this morning I was up before the roosters began to crow.  It also means another day is put to history!  Forever enchained....I don't know if that's a word, I just typed it.  Gregg Braden thinks that we live in cycles.  And within this cycle is when "time" is right for certain things to happen.  He actually wrote an algorithm that can predict when the time is right for certain events to occur.  We are now on a path of repeating the past! In 2012 a huge cycle of 26,000 years renewed,  according to the Mayan calendar, which is the best record we have of past cycles.  We don't have history references to show us what happened except some geological past we have dug up...so we have no clue what is coming!! 

Yes I hear roosters every day my neighbor has a few...they moved here about 10 yrs ago from Virginia...I don't even know their names they did introduce themselves to Mom when they moved here but she  couldn't recall their name and I never bothered as I don't believe getting chummy with neighbors is a good idea.  I learned that the hard way. 

So they had one child she was in 4-H and as her project they decided to get a flock of chickens and in the process they got 2 roosters...Cock a doodle do...then they got a horse and a donkey...or burro.  I thought he had passed away because I hadn't seen him in a long time but I think what happened is they moved the horse and the burro for the summer, now they are back and he brayed loudly the other day...goats tho make the most annoying of all barnyard sounds  and they will jump on anything, like the hood of your car...and peacocks...Don't ever get a peacock unless you want your neighbors to wish death to you several times a day.

As far as pigs go they smell bad, and cows do too...long ago...when an old house stood about a mile from here I saw a sight that I won't soon forget....this was in the early 80's.  I live on a dirt road it was cut into this wooded lot and  sections were sold off in 3, 4, 5 acre homestead plots we bought one, then the adjoining one later on and we had about 9.5 acres. 

One day my dogs started to really go crazy...back then it was Sam the German Shepherd and Fred the Doxie...so I went to see what was the ruckus about...the trees were smaller then so I could clearly see the road...and there came an elderly Black lady leading a milk cow that pulled a small cart of some sort with her belonging's on it, and a youngster following behind. 

 They went down the road, at a slow pace...and later we learned she had become homeless and she moved herself and her grandson who had been left with her, probably at birth, into the abandoned house down the road.  That house was nearly falling  down but they moved into it...there was a small barbed wire fenced area in back where someone had at one time had a few barnyard critters so she put her cow in there and they stayed there...maybe one year? 
No water no electric...we used to see the boy stand outside waiting for the school bus.  I know they got help from a small church that is nearby even the church has been abandoned since then.  We heard she got sick and was taken to a nursing home and I have no idea what happened to the boy.  Sad story.

That house was later the object of an arsonists it was burned to the ground...along with several others in the county; they never solved those crimes.  I went in the house and took photos of it, and did a blog post about it in 2008.   I liked that old house it was quite a landmark for us who lived near it...

2008

                                                                           2010
Even this chimney and fireplace is gone now someone pushed it down!  They burned the old barn building where the cow had lived too.  So nothing  remains of the old house the rubble is over grown by trees now it's been 10 yrs since it burned...but I remember it so well each time I round that curve I think of the old house. 

 I wonder if my old house will eventually no longer exist?  Will it become abandoned?  I do wonder about those things...but today I will paint the deck and hope I can spend many more years sitting on that deck looking out over the field and remembering how it was when I had horses in there...and all the dogs we've had over the years who are all buried here, along with my horse Sundance.   I sit on the deck I can see the stone marking his burial place and I remember how it was back when he was alive.   I remember watching my son play in the yard and my mother next door planting flowers in her garden, and I miss those times.  

Today (Oct 6) marks the 2 yr anniversary of the death of my husband of 36 yrs....I still miss him and I still see his handiwork here and there around this old homestead.  We moved here in 1977, that was 43 years ago...so much time has passed, so much has changed and yet it seems like yesterday!   The last time he was here he did  not remember me, this place, or anything of our history here together.  That made me very sad, but I was powerless to change that. 

I plan to start the preparations for painting as soon as I eat breakfast.  John Wayne used to say "daylights a burning" so I better get at it.  

Tuesday, October 6, 2020

The Wheel...

HAT GOES AROUND..

It was not a very interesting day for me today...I went to Lowes for deck paint.  My deck broils in the Sun day after day so the paint on it needs to be redone, I built the deck in 2017.  And painted it shortly after.  I got some paint called Deck Restore.  So If the weather is good I will be sanding and painting tomorrow...just needs a light sanding...the rails more than anything. 

I placed my metal chair on the deck so I can enjoy it out there this is the time of year I enjoy being out there since its cool, but I can sit in a puddle of warm sun.  Annie usually joins me...

While I was in the parking lot of Lowes, I saw one of those small planes flying by with a sign behind it.  You know that kind like we used to see when we sat on the beach....There is a tight race for SC Senator, Lindsey Graham the scum bag who has denied so much progress in our Nation, is up against Jamie Harrison a decent man with ideas for a better future for us all...So he has been running this ad on tv where Graham is saying the Covid Unemployement Package will be renewed Over their Dead Bodies! Meaning over the Senate's dead bodies...

So on this flying add it's Graham saying "they used my own words against me," and then below it says HYPOCRITE LoL...I agreed so I put my thumbs up and hollered YEAH! 
So then others looked and they laughed at it...Lindsey when Trump was elected said he was a "xenophobic, stupid bigot." He said he would not deal with Trump that he was "unfit" for office...then all he did was lick Trump's boots since that day...then Jamie ran an ad with Graham saying that on a tv talk show...

So yes they did use his own words against him.  So what comes around goes around...I guess.  Now I see Trump is going back to the white house at 6 pm...I could care less why CAN'T he just be sick and give us a break from his daily nonsense?  This country could use a break...It's going to be awesome to NOT worry about what's coming out of DC.   If we can get rid of Graham, that will be a double blessing...and if McConnell should go that would be the cherry on top...

I was not able to cheer up today I wanted to but it just didn't happen...even the beautiful sunshine did'nt help.  The Cemetery called me, they put a cover over that open crypt...it's been missing for one solid year.   I saw it when I was there yesterday so I knew that it was up there...And I began complaining about it back in July....this is the job they did..

its the odd ball on the upper left 
 
It does not even match, AND it looks like it's OLD like they got it from somewhere else??? It has old stains on it...see down the right side...that is not newly made, how shabby...so Disappointed with the condition of that mausoleum...it's so poorly built, and it's obvious they are not going to keep it up.  
And she said they are getting a contractor to look at the cracked ones to figure out why they are cracked...Well that's easy Im not a contractor but I can see it's cheap and poorly made! TaDah that is the problem...people shell out like $5000 to be buried in this thing..PER SLOT it's two sided...so 120 crypts in each building multiply that by 5G and now tell me why is this so poorly made??? I have an old barn made of cement block its been there since 1989 and it's in better shape that this building. 

I am considering a lawsuit...because it's perpetual care.  How can this structure stand the test of time? It's only about 6 yrs old...and already big trouble with it.  It's obvious to me they have NO money to keep it up. 

I had my dinner already so now I feel sleepy...I slept better last night because I took a Benadryl my sinus got completely stopped up after I spent the afternoon walking around at Sandhills in the  fields of goldenrod and dog fennel, which causes hay fever...It's cleared up mostly but some still hanging around a little.  I may need to take it again tonight to dry up the sinus.  

As I said not much going in my mind today.  in fact I pretty much drew a blank.  When I went to take my propane tank in for filling at ACE hardware, they asked me some questions, "what is your last name?'  For a minute my mind just stopped working!! I kinda of looked off to one side, then at first my married name popped into my head, but when I was divorced in 2012 I took back my maiden name...Scary stuff...the woman was poised over the keyboard waiting....and waiting and finally I came out with it...then she went and asked me my address...DUH!
Later I stopped at the Food Lion...my cashier was a young girl and she asked me if I had a Loyalty Card.  I just stood there thinking, what in the heck is a loyalty card...OH then it hit me, YES I have one, I showed it to her, then a moment later I asked her did I show it to you...OMG....so then I told her I couldn't remember my last name earlier that day, and said I guess they want my name in case I am planning to build a bomb with my propane...like I really look like a mad bomber, I can't even remember my name let alone build a bomb, so she says..."well I would like one there's a few people who been pissing me off today." WOW and she seemed serious..
Life is stressful these days A retired woman and a young cashier we should be stress free...but looks like it's coming around to our turn now! 


Monday, October 5, 2020

Missing you...

AS A MELANCHOLY DAY...

Because today was Mom's birthday the first one we did not have her with us...I thought of her all day...and took a fall color floral arrangement to put at her burial place...She would have been 96. I also visited and took fresh foliage to my husband's burial spot.  After that I drove out to Sandhills NWR a place she and I spent a lot of time together, viewing wildlife and plants...etc.  We had a favorite place in there and she was fond of this particular hill....so I went and mediated at her hill and I named it Mary's Hill! 
I had a Drumstick in her honor...that is one of those cone type ice creams you get in the dairy case at gas stations we always enjoyed that...Usually if I had to stop for Gas I'd come out with a drumstick for each of us. 

I sent my sisters photos of her new flowers and a video so they could sing along with me in a rendition of Happy Birthday.  So the next  hurdle is the anniversary of her death next month.  I got a late start it was cold and I really didnt want to come out of my flannel jammies...Im trying to NOT put on any heat I may light a fire in the fireplace tho, I am waiting till 7 pm and then it will warm my sitting area until bedtime which gets earlier every day or so it seems.

Again last night I did not sleep soundly...So I feel tired right now.  I was able to watch Svengoolie, it was The Island of Terror.  A British made film from 1966.  It was based on this scientist who was trying to discover a cure for cancer...but suddenly people started to turn up dead...without BONES in their body...they were like jelly! UT OH
So eventually they found the reason a Monster that has come from his tests! The creature looked similar to a turtle with a long snake type head...and it moved very slowly and could divide every 6 hrs...It was a sneaky thing it would glide up behind you and if it touched you BANG you died..so in the end when they tried of course to SHOOT them with guns...UT OH again, didn't work....they found  Radiation would kill it..SO they injected a herd of cattle with radiation...OH MY!!! The monsters ate the cattle and got radiation poisoning and died...It was sort of corny...but I enjoyed parts of it...

The sun was out but as the day wore on it became cloudy just added to my blue mood, and I hope I can bounce back tomorrow...I think it's time to light that fire!  Im listening to a folk trio on PBS great harmony and some good ballads. Mom and I used to enjoy the "singing" as we called it...she would hum along and I would tap my foot...good ole times. 

Another week ready to unravel, lets see how that goes...till then...



Sunday, October 4, 2020

Why it Matters.

ENT TO THE SOLID WASTE INSTEAD...

So  how fun is that? Not at all...but I remembered I had all the old wire I ripped off the old fence to get rid of so I spent what remained of the morning dragging that up and putting on my trailer and hauled to the solid waste facility.  That is a place where we take our trash and recyclables to be dealt with.  So it's was not easy getting that wire into those tall bins!! I had 4 large bundles of wire about 4 ft square to toss in..I managed tho. 

Did the rug first it came out really good fresh and clean and Flossy slept on it...grrr she just won't stay in her bed  she goes back n forth Annie stays in her bed all night...I have tried moving Floss's bed that is not the problem, I think since she has long hair she gets hot. 

SO they flew Trump off to the hospital...I battled Covid alone on my couch he gets a trip to the hospital.  I'm still not fully convinced he is ill we shall see,  my new conspiracy theory he is trying to gain a sympathetic vote...if he reappears in about 2 weeks Pale and thinner then and only then will I believe it or if he goes on life support!!  I have no sympathy for him.  

So my sis and her DAR group  are having a meeting soon, and this time they will share some info about their Patriot.  See a REAL Patriot is someone who fought for the independence of our nation from the British Rule...NOT these red necks running around with Confederate flags...that flag is NOT a US FLAG.  

So our Patriot was Rueben Roberts.  He enlisted in the Continental Army  in April of 1775 in Hillsboro NC.  He fought in 2 grueling and losing battles under the not so wise leadership of Gen George Washington! Brandywine in Sept 11, 1777 and Germantown Oct 4th, 1777 where he was wounded in the arm.  His arm worsened and he lost some use of it, so in June of 1778 he was given a medical release...but he re-enlisted in  1780 in the NC Militia and was involved in the Battle of Kings Mountain here in SC.  I live in a Battleground county...the British under Cornwallis who defeated US and had a camp here on the South end of town...after the Battle of Camden victory Cornwallis marched north and took Cheraw, but were met with a defeat at Kings Mountain where our Patriot was fighting....and so he turned south and went for Charleston...Marched  the road to Charleston (named for the villian King Charles the II) and this road became known as the King's Highway..

Our Patriot Rueben is buried in Warren County TN where he moved his family after the war...and where my family line was begun.  If he had not survived that wound I would not be here today!!  My line went through his son William C, and then his daughter Susanah Roberts, and her dgtr Amanda America W Roberts, then her daughter Dovie E Roberts,  And then my Mother's mother Emma Dee Keener. 
 This is my Mom's line...tomorrow is her birthday she would have been 96. 
The Roberts were of strong physical character, they all lived in the old ways and they passed that strength to my Mom who passed it to me.  I am a Proud American I am not a Conservative, and I will be happy when REAL Patriotisms is restored to the USA.  

George Washington was a surveyor and farmer, he would roll over in his grave to see the likes of what is in our White House now...yes he owned slaves.  That error in our judgment was corrected!! No once can erase our sorted past but we prevailed beyond that...we must continue to prevail beyond what was wrong and continue to spread freedom, liberty, and personal rights not accept the fear and tyranny that Trump represents.  We took up arms to defeat people such as him and  King Charles the II...don't forget his predecessor who I wrote about previously on these pages was beheaded for trying to rule Britain with his singular fist!! 

We must not repeat the past...so many of the people alive today focus on the Civil War and almost made that their beginning...

That occurred during my GGG Grandmother Amanda's life time...most of the Civil War history in my family occurred on my Fathers side of my lineage and I will save that for another day...The Civil War was NOT our beginning, our roots go back to King Charles the First and his iron rule and his forcing of the Church of England down the throats of the Puritans.  The wanted freedom and so they came west...but they helped destroyed a Native population along the way...I know very little of my family's role in that.  I do know one in my family tree was killed and scalped by Indians when she visited a spring to get water, she was not in my direct line but she had 2 sons who carried her genetics into the future. 

I know we had many Hunters in family tree such as The Longhunter, Elisha Wallen (many spellings of the name exist today), who created an outpost Wallen's Station, and the likes of Daniel Boone crossed his path there It is said Wallen opened up these forest paths before Boone, here is one account if you're interested. ....he is on my Father's side of the family tree so much research needs to be done to unravel that part of our history. 

I think it is my family history that makes me despise the likes of Trump.  I do think it's in your blood when your family goes through generations and great lengths to be free and equal to see someone try to rip that down!! 

Sometimes you have to go beyond your recent past to understand WHO you truly are and what the scars left by battles of past leave in your genetics,  We must move away from the old laws of that time and allow our laws to catch up to our present.  Equal rights, Racial Equality, Fair Laws for all...these are our battles of today! We have not had a battle on our Soil in many  years I don't want the likes of Trump to change that...So he should have said "put your guns down and go home"...but he said "stand down and stand by."  

His ignorance and tyranny could destroy the progress we made and the Freedom we gained!! HIS family did not help us get to where we are today he has NO Patriot in his lineage....his German Roots came from  different path than ours...I have nothing against Germans my brother in law is German Im only stating Trump is not one of us, many of the Swedes who are settled in the midwest are NOT  one of us they came much later when the westward expansion happened.  A group of us have roots way beyond that and it is part of who we are.  We already fought for and won independence...we don't need to repeat that!!

Maybe now you can see why I despise the man he is. 
It's time to get this day rolling I think I will get some wood brought into the porch and get a fire ready to light  cause it's getting cold pretty fast, last night was in the upper 40's! Svengoolie has the Island of Terror tonight...can't wait to see that. 1966!! 

Saturday, October 3, 2020

Mind Hacks

HEN THE TAIL WAGS THE DOG...

Friday...
So the Trumps have covid? Or is he just stalling cause he can't continue  his rigorous rally schedule?   I noticed he was leaning against the podium on the news bit from Wednesday when he was in Minnesota spewing his lies and his SPIT!! 
Nah I think they do have it...one of h s staff, was it Hicks, was flying with them on US ONE and she got sick tested positive on Thursday and they were tested after that happened and bingo.  My fear is will Joe get it??? Better not.  I wonder t his he is the nominee, if and God Forbid Im not saying this will happen, but it flashed across my mind, if he should get so sick he passes will Harris become the nominee? I have no clue how that works I think she would then she would nominate a running mate?

I watched the final episode of Hacking Your Mind on PBS this morning in the wee hours when I awoke lay in bed and watched...and it was very interesting...mainly it spoke about how ideas are contagious.  I certainly believe that I mean look at Fake news.
In China they have this number system much like our "credit score" which in a way put an end to a fair financial market in my opinion.   Did you know your car insurance premiums are based more on your credit score than your driving record??  How fair is that BS?? I plan to write to Joe and Jamie Harrison once he is elected to bring attention to this and the idea of NO fault Insurance across the Country.  Why should an INDUSTRY that is MANDATED that we all have not be the same across the board.  People have car insurance and no health insurance!!! 

The China score is about being a good Communist.  Like if you make any bad remarks on social media against the government your score goes down...if people in your friends list has a low score it affects your score so you unfriend them and your score goes up...Can you  believe this?   So an experiment was done where in a US neighborhood the electric company shows you how you stack up against your neighbors on energy usage.  It actually has a bar graph showing usage among neighbors, this is a friendly little way of teaching people to be more conscious of their usage and hopefully reduce it! 

So your mind can be hacked and I think we all have been hacked in some way.  Take me for instance..
This morning Annie followed me right into the bathroom and she doesn't normally do that...so that was my first hint....but I told her to wait outside the door she did but then she came BACK...I thought what is she up to?  When I got out to make coffee she went running toward the back door another odd thing as she always gets her breakfast right after I make the coffee...SO I looked, I had forgotten to take out the doggie door cover, I had put in last night the phone was beeping and they were about to run out  of the house SO I  put the door in...LOL Poor babies didn't get to go pee all night...see Annie communicates with me by sign language, but it's up to me to figure out what she is trying to tell me.  

Dogs are so smart...I saw this experiment on Hacking Your Mind last week.
They put a treat in a box and then had a dog watch.  The box was clear plastic, all you had to do to open it is lift the lid it was hinged...but they taped this fake handle to the box and then they showed the dog the treat, they wiggled the handle a couple of times then she lifted the top opened the box and put the treat inside.  The dog went over and nudged open the box and got the treat he did not imitate the wiggling of the handle...a chimp was next she did the same thing she just walked over opened the box and got the treat out. 
Next they used a human child...and she added an extra step of sliding a long slender stick across a slot in the box, then wiggled the handle, then lifted the top to put the toy inside.  
The child imitated exactly what she had done slide the stick wiggled the handle and then opened the box...so proves ANIMALS are smarter than people. They saw that the handle did nothing in that it had no moving parts...Highly intelligent they are. 

FRIDAY Again?? And now it's October...my life is whizzing past at the speed of light...how about yours? I have to shampoo the rug in my bedroom the dogs sleep in there with me, they have their own beds but sometimes they get out of their beds and sleep on the rug so it's dirty.  After breakfast I will shampoo it and then it can be dry by bedtime I hope...
AND then I may take a drive somewhere I want to get away today and enjoy this gorgeous weather clouds will roll in on Sunday and probably more rain so I gotta enjoy it while it's here. 
My baby sis had a birthday yesterday...she is 64 omg we are all so old now!!  We used to call her Smuttes when she was a kid I have no idea where that came from.  My nick name is Sondie...and most of my family call me Sondie...
Have a pleasant day,

Friday, October 2, 2020

The Good, Bad, & Ugly.

EATHER GODS WERE GOOD TODAY!\

the good....
I got my fence repair done....as it turned out I didn't need to buy any cattle panels, I forgot I had the wire I had removed from my garden plot...so I was able to make that work, use what you have is my mantra....that corner looks better now...I want to plant more evergreens in that corner for privacy.  The cedar trees are growing in good now..3 died and I have to find replacements for those empty spots...

It was so nice working out with the birds singing and the dogs milling around laying in the sun...Finally the outdoors is wonderful again! Sure makes me feel good.   

I have a new hummingbird in my yard..she just arrived today so I put out some fresh sugar water for her...she has been steady at the feeder...so cute to watch.  I hadn't seen one in a week since all the ones who spent the summer here left when the rain was going on.

For dinner tonight I had vegan refried bean burrito with a crisp tossed salad with salsa and I made a shaker full of NON alcoholic Margarita!! I sat on my front deck and watched the crows coming into the field and do their nightly pick around and I can see the autumn change on the tall Tulip Popular Trees that stand near the back of the field. It was so nice.  For a few hours my bubble was a happy spot to be. 

the Bad:
I got a few cuts and bruises but the cuts are not as bad as it could have been If I hadn't been taking my collagen.  Barbed WIRE can really make a mess out of you.  Im not putting up any barbed wire I was taking some down.  One barb got me pretty good in the hand right thru my work gloves...but it's not hurting as much today,  that happened yesterday.

NOW the Ugly:
Trump on the TV evening news said, "I don't even know who the Proud Boys are" Acting as if he misspoke...BUT the damage is done, if he didn't know them how did he come up with their name?? The group is known to be White Supremacists and a hate group! I don't think he is fooling anyone with his backpeddling, too little too late!  AND now he is attacking immigrants too...Biden will turn Minnesota into a refugee state???  OK the Somali immigration began there in 1999 and continued to 2000 ....and reached a peak in 2006.  BUSH was in charge during that time....so why is he blaming Biden for that?  AND I have seen no trouble from them in the news so what's the problem??  Anyone who supports him I have no USE for period. 
DONALD is LYING on all points.  
Texas Governor just had some ballot drop boxes removed! He wants only one per county...WHY??? So the vote can me suppressed! 
Airlines are laying people off...tens of thousands..no body is flyin; honestly good for the air, but I hope those people can find new jobs...
Mail in Ballots are being tossed or being returned due to missing witness, or information..
My state is allowing vote by mail and no witness necessary as of NONE.  But that could change as it keeps being challenged in court???WHY for goodness sake.  Each ballot has  a bar code...it is specific to that person, then the signature is verified against the signature on the Voters Registration Card. 

AND THE Q, QANON,  it stands for a this conspiracy theory that top Democrats are involved in this secret club of pedophiles. Same Lie as the Pizza-gate...the person who started it is a Pig Farmer in the Philippines who has a porn site and adult sex website!! There is a membership and hundreds of people belong to this Q thing....and they all support Trump! I just heard that on NBC news they investigated and I trust NBC.  Does Donald have 3 six's on his head or something? 

 NOW I hear they may take my advice on the next debates turn off their Mics..they should place them in a sound proof booth and only the live mic will let us  hear them. And little Donnie says he won't accept any rule changes...Well then cancel it I won't watch period anyways. Well no show means automatic win for the other side..I WOULD tell him either he accepts the changes or don't come.  Too bad for him. Im so tired of no one with the brass to cross this guy.  HE IS A HUGE BLUFF.  
I doubt intelligent people will be watching after we saw what he plans to do!!

And that's how it goes today...

Thursday, October 1, 2020

Disgusting...

HAT A CROCK THAT WAS!

Wednesday
Im guessing you know what Im talking about...that debate OMG. 
What a fiasco that was. Chris Wallace did not have command of the room not once in the entire night Trump shouted  out both Biden and Wallace! What a thug he is and so ugly OMG I felt sick to my stomach a couple of times when his ugly face moved..shudder. 
Biden tried to answer the questions put forth but Trump made sure he could not do that by shouting and constantly speaking most mumbling incoherently. 

Then when Biden had enough he shouted back calling Trump a liar, a clown, and some other choice words...And then Trump had the nerve to basically tell White Supremacists to be standing by the polls so now someone is probably going to be shot down at the polls you wait and see!  I felt that was a threat to Every American Citizen! A def threat to Democracy and he accused the "extreme left" as he put it of the violence in the cities where protests became riots,..HIS WHITE RIGHT caused that violence and 2 men were gunned by down by that Proud Boys militia in cold blood! ANTIFA is not an organized group.  Trump is making all that up.  Even the FBI and the Secret Service say there is no evidence of an organization.  

Russia is watching this and they are playing it up making sure that people think if Biden wins he will cause a war one Russian official said "they are the only country that could turn the USA into nuclear dust" is how he put it, so in other words now Russia is threatening us with annihilation if Biden wins?? They did the same thing about Clinton if  you recall...all the rumors that she would start a war with Russia, all that so called news came from RUSSIA it was all made up BS...Same Russian Official tried to throw us off their real trail by saying Trump had put more sanctions on them than any other President in US History...ANK I really don't think so!! THEY want him for 4 more years as they try to infiltrate our Government...why else would they be doing this?  Trump owes them billions they are holding many of this loans via the Deutsche Bank.  His loans were underwritten by the Russian owned VTB Bank

AND 45% of Trump voters polled said he did good in the debate...OMG what planet are those people from?  I did not want Biden to get rattled but would  you have been able to be in that situation and not get rattled...I kept hoping they would turn off Trumps mic when it was not his turn to speak!  Wallace was horrible!! I could have done better, I would have told Trump, "Look here mister, either  you shut when it's not your turn or I'm turning your mic off." period! 

I didn't sleep hardly a wink after that...and if anyone who saw that did sleep I'd like to shake that person's hand...
Meanwhile Corona Virus is on the rise world wide.  Trump does not care...he kept saying Biden wants to shut down the country...and Biden reminded the world that watched TRUMP is the one who closed it down...TOO late, he keeps bragging about how he stopped flights from China in March....but the info has already been leaked he knew about how deadly and quick it spread in February so why didn't he close it then??? All the travelers coming back into the country should not have been allowed to return in the fashion that they did...without quarantine. 

I see no reason to watch any more debates!! I saw all I need to know...he put his cards on the table, he plans to disrupt the election with lies about fraud, by contesting the outcome using the courts to investigate ballot "fraud", by encouraging White Supremacists to threaten people, "Stand back and stand by", and he doesn't care if Russia interferes.  

A German official on PBS said "if Trump wins it's going to be very bad for the entire world as he will have no reason to hold back," since the threat of not being re-elected won't be an issue...a French Official said "Trump is putting up his middle finger to the world." 

As for his taxes he lied on National TV...we will never see those tax returns ...the New York Times has a copy of it, they are protecting their source.....So they didn't just pull this rabbit out of a hat!! 

Well I think today since it's cool outside Im going to load up my fence posts in my lawn trailer along with my hole diggers and sledge hammer and get my 8 poles in the  ground and see what I can do with that fence!

I hope Scarlet was right..."After all tomorrow is another day".