Do I know....

HEN TO TOSS IN THE TOWEL?

There's a couple of issues I have to make decisions about...one is whether to stay here in SC or sell my place and leave, just so I can be free of the chains my son seems hell bent to keep adding onto me.  Im so over the whole supportive mother bit.  I am no longer anyone's cheerleader. I AM for me now and only me.  Not like I have not tried I been helping him out for 4 yrs now and I see there is no end to the AIDE he wants...he wants me to bend over backwards, yet he will not do the same. 

The other thing is Covid.  I have no plans to get the booster.  Im done with the whole thing, just put on a mask for life when in public, and just put it down as this virus is here to stay and no one is gonna make it go away...the govt wants to keep adding chains and hoops but honestly if only half the population is gonna do it then we will not be successful. 

See it's the same thing...One half of us is working toward a good outcome while the other half just doesn't give a damn. I am ready to break the chains that are not helping ME, The Covid protocols is not helping me, it's frustrating me, and my son is not helping me he is hell bent to make me crazy and destroy my peace of mind and my finances...he got a good paying job and walked out when a tire fell on his face when he tried to put it on the shelf....OMG I busted my ass for 26 yrs I had everything from stitches to bruises, to strains, and busted knuckles, to broken bones...and yet I showed up every single day never took sick days and was always on time and did my best...because I had a child to feed and house!!!!!!

Im so done being a parent...Im so done being a cheerleader for Covid prevention. Do whatever the hell you're gonna do and just leave me out of it. My Mom never gave up on me, and I never gave up on her...we worked together with the same results in mind, we worked for the same goal...when one is going one way and one the other all you get is a tug of war and I give up and let go of the rope.