Event Horizons

ENT OUT  OF  SORTS...

Today is one of those days where I feel like I should not even be on Planet Earth....like Im waiting on the ship to come and rescue me.  The ship from that other world  that could be my origins.  Why  you ask, because I just don't get it, is why.  More and more as I surrender to the physical limitations I am ready to zip on outta here and allow my mind to finally be free of all the chains...

In times like this I just have that tiny bit of hope that the afterlife is real and that I will be set free...not just from the bonds of Earth but the bonds of being human.  How wonderful to have no cares, not to be bothered with the what if thoughts, and the constant worry about the future.  If only I could disappear at will...then I may have  a shot at happiness but I am caught in the web and that is not changing, until #1, I die, or #2, I go insane.  I think I would rather take #1.  Cause #2 is like this world where one lives in constant denial.  No it's not me it's them...and so on.  

My hip is hurting I have not taken any pain meds yet, trying to not to, but may not make it...I volunteered to help my sis with some computer work and now on the worst day of the week and in the late to me afternoon when my brain is on the verge of meltdown...is when she wants us to  brainstorm this project. I just hope I can concentrate enough to make it through.  I  am no longer able to be alert and attentive to  human....I have slipped the surly bonds of communication and entered into the matrix where things can be anything you imagine them to be, except real. 

I relocated another squirrel today and when I opened the cage after taking her for a semi short ride, about 1 mile away...(probably not far enough) I said, "welcome to your new life." 

That's when it hit me that when the cage snaps shut, you are finally set free.