Wrong Turn

HAT A DIFFERENCE A DAY MAKES

Just when I think life is gonna be  okay again suddenly it isn't.  Today I watched the FLY after a busy morning working outside trying to remove MORE leaves...I love trees, but I almost wish any tree within 100 yards of my house was gone! What a chore...one good wind and all the leaves from the woods will blow right back into my hedges and flower plots...
Anyways So I watched the fly...the transformation of Seth after he exited the transformer reminds me of my life in this era of it...like Im a fly on the ceiling watching life happen and am unable to do a damn thing about it...I hadn't watched that movie in years...but I wondered why couldn't he get back in the pod and reverse engineer the whole process...Too late I guess...and at the end I sometimes feel the same way put the shotgun right here at my temple..

Sometimes we think we can do that very thing...stop doing what we are doing and all goes back to the way it was...I don't think so. Recall he called the combo of him and the fly as Brundle Fly...

As we move through life we become Brundle Flies...there is no going back. 

Went to bed feeling one way and within 24 hrs my whole outlook took a turn for the shitter. :0(