Universal Fog

hen your brain gets in a fog what do you do?  Does it scare you, you start to believe its early dementia, its the precursor to a mental breakdown...today my mind is so unfocused I can barely put one foot in front of the other....well honestly what is really going on is MY brain is in overthink...you know how your subconscious mind normally takes over and you dont think about walking, about moving your arms, about seeing with your eyes, about why you opened a book, about what the phone ringing means...because those things are normally taken care of WITHOUT your conscious thought process having to do anything.  Ive decided my subconscious is busy with some very important details and so its giving more responsibility to ME for a little while....maybe its plotting my future?
The truth is when we overload out thought processes with all those little inner 'worries' we are bothering our subconscious and stressing it forcing it to take on extra duties and so it cant just go on auto pilot, it has to come out of "hiding" to help our conscious mind take care of things...and then IT needs to shut down and refresh...so I believe thats what's happened!!

So in reality its my Subconscious Mind that is taking a vacation...and on days such as this I have to think about everything...
Me...."why did I open this  book?"
My subconscious ......"You were going to look up the information about the research project you are working on."
Me...."Oh yeah, exactly." and so it goes..
Me..."why did I walk into this room?"
My Subconsious..."You are going outside so put your shoes on..."
Me..."oh yeah Im looking for my shoes."

There are really two Me's one who is active and who is subliminally active...She oversees what im doing but she doesnt bother to tell me why cause thats her JOB..but today she took the day off.  What is she doing thats so important she has left ME hanging?? NO she is there telling my heart to pump, my lungs to breath what has happened is I AM not in contact with HER.  I've allowed the troubles of things beyond my control to invade our well being...and so it is that now she has disconnected in order to get the outer me back into alignment with the inner me. 

The fog has not lifted and it's been 2 days now..I have to return to work tomorrow and so I hope she wakes up and comes with me or IM SCREWED!! Without her I dont know if I can drive my car, interact properly in society, remember how to do my job, or go about my normal day.

The "universal secret" is to allow your subconscious to take over the hum drum of daily living so you can unleash your imagination to create the reality you require and desire! I've known this my whole life.  As a child I wanted a horse somuch that it was all I thought about...in my mind I had one, he was beautiful, he was so strong and awesome we ran around all the time together, he rode the school bus with me, he went to bed with me, he was WITH me at all times....and even tho I was born into a very poor family that barely had money to buy food to eat, by age 12, I HAD 3 horses!!!! A way was provided, I didnt have to create the means, I just had to create & believe in the DREAM, the Universe created the means...I had to allow it to happen.  
This is the mistake we make so many times we try to control everything, even things that are out of our control...(Like the divorce and property settlement Im currently going through) we get on a plane, we imagine ourselves as being the pilot of the plane...we cant allow the pilot who has the education, the training, the know how to take the controls we have to try and do it ourselves...SO maybe now we know why some planes DONT make it to their destinations---someone else on the plane may have been even more nuerotic about that pilots expertise than you or I!! 
I may not get everything I believe I WANT, so what? Maybe if I did it would create a vortex of "other stuff" & I will spin myself in a direction that is contrary to what I REALLY (subconsiously) want for myself...which is freedom, mobility, a carefree life, without bonds and strings.

I do believe we are who/what we think we are...if I can get past the expectations of others or what I believe to be those expectations, then I can become who I want to be by using  thoughts to create the reality and the universe to create the means...if only I allow it to happen, let go of the controls and allow the Universe to do it for me...SO i need to put myself on autopilot and then the Universe can take me to the reality I have created for myself with my thought process.
Although I have trouble defaulting to this 100% of the time I keep reminding myself its the true path to a contented life filled with peace and love!! 
So in comparrison maybe this is why humanity seems lost, we have disconnected from our subconscious self, the underlying current of Mother Earth as we force a unrealistic reality on the entities of the planet that is not beneficial to all this path wont bring us the content and happy natural state of mind and being that we seek and so we are in a fog....when you stop interacting with a false reality you open the door to the invisible integration of you and the universal law or action and reaction.
WHY is it when we give up looking that we find what it is we are looking for? Maybe its simply because we allowed the results we have been seeking to finally come through.




 

Food For THOUGHT or not~~

HAT will happen when we cant grow enough food for the worlds population?

Hmmm well I guess I can answer my own question...we will starve to death!! Well what if the food we are growing is lacking in nutrition so much so that we starve while eating ourselves sick?  I think its happening already.  Where is the taste, the flavor..and IF you dont use chemicals to grow food its almost impossible to do so..OUR climate has become so harsh in all parts of the world...drought, heat, cold, floods, polluted, barren land---And what about the bees?  Where are they?  I believe its the hybrid "crops" that has killed the  bees..the genetically altered plants that bees feed to their young has killed off the bee populations..thanks to Monsanto and their obvious monopoly on seed control.

If you're reading this you may have read back and saw my thoughts on the Corporate Coop of America and how the corporations of this world have changed our food supply into barely edible garbage....and I have not changed my stand on that subject.

I do believe we (the USA)  have become a Fascist nation, along with many other Democracies of this world...Look at Greece and what is happening there...how far are we behind that same thing happening here...OUR LIVES revolve around MONEY...we are playing Russian Roulette with our continued existence as a species...

A democracy is when the "majority" rules...well I have to ask if that's so then where are the POOR members of congress?  Why are there no truck drivers, school teachers, nurses, and garbage collectors sitting in those chambers in DC?  Where are the downtrodden members of the Senate?  They all look wealthy to me--they are lawyers, politicians, lobbyists, board members, corporate CEO's and they come in to control the "world of the wealthy, for the wealthy, and by the wealthy." They are trying to run this nation as if it were a business? Excuse me but each one of those "bills" is about humans--People's lives, we are not businesses, we are HUMAN BEINGS--we need food, shelter, and clothes, to survive--we need a peaceful society to live in and we need leaders who have compassion for the poor and the needy...not leaders who think Poor people are just under achievers--for Pete's sake!!

This is why NO tax will ever be lobbied against the toys of the rich, as long as they are in Control....and whilst the poor class become sick and DIE due to improper nutrition, health care, and lack of education!! It almost seems to me the GOP is trying to create a wealthy Reich--The majority of the people in the USA are NOT wealthy.  They live in small modest homes, that they DO NOT OWN...they have a modest income THAT COULD BE YANKED AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT if the companies they work for decide to CUT jobs as a way of keeping more of the pie for the top tier
The poor have no voice and NO representation--- the forgotten Majority!!

One half of the worlds population live on less than $2 a day!! YET the 3 riches people in the world have more wealth than 48 of the poorest nations on Earth COMBINED!! The 3 are Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, and Carlos Slim Helu' from Mexico.  The richest 2% of the worlds population have control of more half the wealth in the WORLD----and control over governments of the world.

Anyone that tries to rise up out of the ranks of regular people and try to usurp the authority of the rich and controlling rulers in a third world nation is murdered almost immediately...in developing countries they are arrested on trumped up charges and left to rot in prison.  In the USA they are fed fast food and die a slow agonizing death of heart disease, diabetes, alcoholism, drug addiction, and cancer...while collecting welfare-and earning minimum wages and trying to raise and educate their children who are NOT getting a decent education yet education is VERY Expensive in this country.  We are not getting a decent return on our money..Our tax Dollars are being wasted by the wealthy who are in control while social programs are CUT to the bone and the poor become more poor and are written off as hopeless losers while the wealthy march on to their own drum beat---

its time to end the WELFARE for the RICH-
WHY is big oil receiving subsidies from the Feds-- our tax dollars?  HECK the more you make the more tax you get back..cause you are able to spend more I haven't been able to file a schedule A in I dont know how many yrs..IM sure IF I had some money to spend I would be able to claim most of my expenditures as tax write offs---hmmm where are the loop holes for the poor...its more like a pit thats been dug for them and they are being placed in a mass grave.

SO when we cant grow enough food to feed all of us, who do you think is going to be in charge of the trough? Just stuff to consider--

What a time to be ALIVE!

HEN will the world end? How many times we've heard this one and wondered about it ourselves...No one knows of course! Personally I dont think the Earth will ever end...it will change and become foreign to mankind, and it will evolve and continue for as long as the Sun that warms it is alive and well...

Today I had some thoughts about it.  As our movement around the Sun brings us to the close of one REALLY LONG cycle and the beginning of a new one we have to think that we are gonna be at a spot in TIME that we have no recorded history of...so WE don't have a clue what may be in the stars "literally" for us!!

Just watching the movie 2012 right now and it brings even more of these thoughts to the front of my brain and any of you who have read my writings know that time and space are particularly fascinating to me.  WHAT could happen?  The Planet could become so inhabitable that we die off, just about like the dinosaurs did 65 million years ago.  As soon as 10,000 yrs ago we had sabre toothed tigers, woolly mammoths, and more large & strange land creatures that made North America their home...now ALL extinct.  That is about half the portion of time it took to make our way through this galactic cycle we are now completing...SO We are talking about that period of time when the world was fit for them---We are about 12,000 yrs into the Holocene era--the previous one was the Pleistocene era, when the glaciers retreated...so the Mammoths died off due mostly to climate change in the middle of this era, the Holocene Epoch.

We have dragged our feet due to economies of the world that we have forgotten that we live in a UNI--VERSE..(it means all together) and yet as we drew our boundaries in the dirt, and separated ourselves with language, geography, religion and politics, we forgot that our Earth is ON cycle and moving right along with US ON IT...we have made zero plans to survive this galactic alignment--and the changes we may encounter...as a species. 
To me this has been the strangest winter for North America so far..I binged it and found this:
the warmest winter on record happened in 1999-2000, then again in 2007, then again in 2010...AND now I believe 2011-2012 will break all those records.  The Earth is changing!! It is warming up, the air currents have shifted, some say the poles are shifting South to North..who knows.  All I know is Ive been alive almost 60 yrs Ive never seen anything like what we have going on right now, my mom has been around 87 yrs she says the same thing... Our Spring is happening NOW..a complete month and half too soon!!

I just wonder whats in store; will some planet that we never knew existed suddenly come into view? WOW wouldn't that be amazing--HOW cool is it to be alive right NOW during this amazing planetary event???  I mean the last time this happened humans were Neanderthals------(homo erectus was still around) OMG--what will our civilization be like at this point 26,000 yrs into the future if we survive that long? 

 One could compare witnessing this Epoch to such super history makers as being alive at the time of Adam and Eve, Jesus, or Genghis Kanh, King Henry the 8th, Noah, Buddha, we have come to a conclusion...

Its a time NO ONE has been in and lived to recorded it for posterioty and No ONE will most probably know OF US in 26,000 yrs.  I cant even figure out how many generations will pass if you consider a generation is 20-25 yrs SO 10,000 generations  will pass --its not like our descendants will say "my Grandmother 10,000 times removed was alive to see this Galactic Alignment"---I dont think so...we should put our eye witness accounts in stone so it will survive the eons of time to give witness to them who will come after us.
 People Get ready to WITNESS!!!

Some say its a hoax, there is no alignment and its all B.S. But its not it is a real event that is coming, that doesn't mean there will be a big BOOM or anything of that nature but it means we will be witnessing something we have never witnessed before..

I witnessed Sagittarius winning the Belmont Stakes by 25 lengths...
I witnessed 9/11
and now this HOLY MAC!! What a life... eh??

Found this Glossary of Terms that is very interesting..

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The ecliptic: The path followed by the sun, moon, and planets. It is the plane of our solar system. The ecliptic encircles the earth and is divided into twelve constellations, or zodiac signs.


The Milky Way: The bright band of stars that our solar system belongs to. It encircles the earth and is wider in the region of Sagittarius because that is where the 'nucelar bulge" of the Milky Way's center is located (our Milky Way is saucer shaped).

The Galactic equator: The precise mid-line running down the Milky Way. Analogous to the earth's equator, it divides the galaxy into two hemispheres, or lobes.

The Dark Rift in the Milky Way: A feature caused by interstellar dust that runs along the Milky Way from the Galactic Center northward past the constellation of Aquila.

The December solstice sun: The sun, on the December solstice. It is one-half of a degree wide.

The December solstice point: The precise midpoint of the sun, on the December solstice.

The Precession of the equinoxes: The earth wobbles very slowly on its axis and this causes the position of the equinox to shift backwards, or precess, through the signs of the ecliptic at the rate of one degree every 71.5 years. The full precessional wobble is complete in roughly 25,800 years.

The vernal equinox point is defined by the intersection of the ecliptic and the celestial equator.

The Celestial Equator: The earth's equator projected into the stars. It is the plane of the earth's rotation.

The Cross formed by the Milky Way and the ecliptic: Exactly as stated. There are two of these, one in early Sagittarius, the other in early Gemini. The former cross has the virtue of being located within the nuclear bulge of the Galactic Center.

The nuclear bulge / the Galactic Center: A bright and wide region of the Milky Way, visible to the naked eye and between Sagittarius and Scorpio. The more precise and abstract center-point of the nuclear bulge is the precise Galactic Center, located at about 6 degrees Sagittarius (sidereal) and 27 degrees in the tropical zodiac.


Additional Glossary of Mayan Calendar terms

We can have a more general discussion of galactic alignments in history if we consider that the solstice axis aligns with the galactic equator every half precession cycle. Likewise, the equinox axis aligns with the galactic equator every half precession cycle. Thus, galactic alignments, more generally speaking, occur in era 2012 (1980 - 2016) and every quarter precession cycle before and after era 2012.
In terms of Mayan astronomy and mythology, the Dark Rift feature (which the Maya called the Black Road or Xibalba be) lies along the galactic equator (the Milky Way) in the place where the December solstice sun will be in 2012. (More precisely, the December solstice sun will reach the southern terminus of the Dark Rift, where it touches the ecliptic in Sagittarius.) Thus, in terms of Mayan mythology, we can also describe the Galactic Alignment of era-2012 as the alignment of the December solstice sun and the Dark Rift. This entire region is targeted by the cross formed by the Milky Way and the ecliptic between Sagittarius and Scorpio. This Cross was also recognized by the Maya, and was called the Crossroads or Sacred Tree. This entire region is embraced by what astronomers call the 'nuclear bulge' of the Galactic Center—the center of our Milky Way galaxy. As any amateur astronomer or naked-eye star gazer knows, this nuclear bulge is recognizable without the aid of radio telescopes. It is wider and brighter than other parts of the Milky Way. So, in a general sense we can also say that the alignment in 2012 is an alignment between the December solstice sun and the Galactic Center. However, since the nuclear bulge is quite large, this definition is not as precise as saying "the alignment of the December solstice sun with the Galactic equator", which occurs in the range 1980 - 2016. This is the alignment zone I refer to with the term "era-2012."

the Cycle Comes Complete

HAT ...
is the answer when nothing seems to go the way you think it will?  I have watched members of my family educate themselves in every self help method known to modern humans...we eat right we try to hang onto life on the Planet Earth for as long as possible...some even to the extent of being kept alive by machines while they lay in oblivion.  Do they really expect that they will some day sit up and say "I'M all OK now and can I go home?"
The answer is yes and NO, you have done your job if you procreated and now you can pass knowing you did what you were expected to do..
I have to ponder what is this survival instinct all about?  Maybe some of the fabric of our existence is woven deep into our psyche and we are not aware of it, its one of those autonomic systems like our heart and our lungs they just work we don't have to think about it--take a breath let it out, blink an eye, sweat, survive!

So if its autonomic doesn't that mean we already have all the knowledge we need to make this happen? Like there is no missing part of knowledge needed to breath, to make our heart beat, to make that eye blink, to sweat...so why would that very key component be missing?  Well that tells me ,maybe not, maybe its exactly the opposite! We are NOT supposed to live forever, imagine if we did?  There is not room enough for each to live forever, so why should we care about the air we breath or the water we drink or any of these other determent's to our present life on the Planet?   I have the answer...SEE individually We are NOT supposed to survive, but as a species we are...Like the herd of wildebeest...some fall to the lion but the herd survives, the lions cant take them all.
So in that way our survival is ingrained in us..only we have shifted our conscious thought to the survival of individuals and not the survival of us ALL~ deep thought it does answer some of those burning questions--
Some of our society beleives they will live forever on some other plane of existence--I dont know but I have a feeling that is not gonna happen...because its not supposed to happen--we are to have our turn as a part of the collective and then thats it--
We are part of a cycle--and when the conditions are no longer favorable for us to be on this Earth we wont be! Its that simple--

The Dirty Upper Crust-

ELL with the gas prices zooming back towards $4 a gallon, I wonder if Obama is going to sit on his hands and say/do nothing as Bush did when he was in office--Ya know If I were in charge (winks) I would say "WAIT a cotton pickin' minute, that is the same oil you been pumping outta the ground for all this time NOW its worth so much more-- why is that?  and then I'd say, "You can put that price right back where it was-- or else!" The stipulators are the nay sayers--to hell with them!  And that gas was sitting IN that pump when the shop owner raised the price--they paid X-amount for it...WHY now in the middle of the stream are they thinking they can double up on that price they have to sell it for?  I feel someone sneaking up to plunge a knife in my back and the backs of my friends, neighbors, and my countrymen rich and poor!

 I'm so over all this corporate baloney---"PROFIT MARGIN" has become a nasty word in my vocabulary--yes I understand you have to sell for more than you paid but WHY so much more?  Do "they" (the corporate Gods) have to live so LARGE--whilst the rest of the US peons barely make ends meet-yet we are alive, we breath the same air through nostrils same as them--does the air enter the rich lung better, does it oxygenate them better if their bank account is larger? Nah--don't think so-

You can drink tea from a jelly glass or fine wine from perfect crystal, but when that last breath is taken you are back to even--Out same way you came in with Nothing--

You see if we all strove for financial excellence it may impress me, but some of us think enough is all we need, that we don't need surplus and stacks of wealth to feel worthy--maybe we feel worthy without all that extra padding around us---I mean how many million dollar mansions does one rich person need??? Is one enough, two, three, how many does it take?  How many BMW's one, two, three, you can only drive one car at a time--How many watches, phones, computers, HOW MUCH IS ENOUGH? lol

We all feel we are worthy because we are here on this Planet under the same Sun, Moon, Stars, the same water is ours that is theirs..the oil is ours same as it is theirs---who gave it to them?  Any Man-King-/Woman-Princess is the same as any man sleeping in the gutter or any whore under the red lights...we are ALL THE SAME--we have the same basic needs and beyond that its all fluff.

It is one World --yet some get such a blown out of proportion  feeling of grandeur about themselves they feel the World is there only to be raped and pillaged by them and the rest of us are like ants cleaning up after the picnic and we are held accountable to them?

Yoda would say, "Wrong they are."

Happily Ever After Marriage-

hat makes me happy?  Can I figure out what makes me happy?  Maybe by a process of elimination--take away what makes me unhappy and I should be left in a puddle of bliss, right?  That makes sense to me! So if I take away the things that make me unhappy whats left over is the happy-

All I know is for the most part I'm a happy person.  The very simplest of things makes me happy and brings me joy.  BUT this has changed as I have aged!  I used to be very happy to arrange and be a part of family gatherings...bit by bit that became hard and difficult and did not bring happiness to me personally--my struggle to make others happy made me unhappy...

Now I find that I keep one eye on the clock and breath a sigh of relief when they go home!  Does that mean I dont love my family, cant tolerate them, or that I'm happier when I am NOT with them.  I think the last part is the answer.  I love my family but Im happier when I am not with them--not in demand, not solving group problems, when I have my own needs to take care of and no one else's. 

I have realized that it is when people inject their issues onto me that I become the most UNHappy--I cant solve anyone's problems but my own.
I can't be the quick fix, that makes me unhappy--when I'm in a position where demands are placed on me that I might try to repair someone else's mistakes, oversights, procrastination, or neglect-I get very unhappy!  These type tasks when dumped in my lap depress and suppress me emotionally--SO learning to say NO has helped me to stay happy!

Is that selfishness?  I think it might be, but this is about happiness, not morality, or relationships skills...and since honesty is a big part of happiness- honestly- Im happier when I'm alone and doing whatever I've a mind to and not what I need to do or should do because of family demands.  Thankfully my single child is going to be 30 on his birthday and so my parenting is more about maintenance now.

I am much happier to be separated and almost divorced than I was married.  There were parts of marriage I enjoyed but for the most part I was not happy to be in a marriage.  It was too confining & too much responsibility was put on me, since he took the easier role in the marriage and dumped all the hard parts on me.  Things like taking the lead in all the decision making, overseeing and having to take care of all the daily running of the house, the shopping, all the parenting, teaching our son about the world, money, taxes, insurance, handling all the "difficult" stuff of family life--holiday planning, cooking, decorating, arrangements, everything!! While I was the disciplinarian he was "our sons best friend" so it left me out of the fun stuff entirely. 

Being married to someone like that is like being a single parent of two children!  One who is supposed to be helping, but is only making every process harder by voicing disapproval of how I was handling things while refusing to  help or to handle it himself.  This was psychological abuse but I didn't realize that.  I was doing my best but it was never good enough. I had to face all the hard stuff alone, when it was time for my son to go to college I was so confused and wanted to be sure he got all the grants, scholarships, etc that he was qualified for and my X didn't help with one single thing!  My son was in college for 6 yrs and it was very demanding on me financially, emotionally, and socially.  The X used his lack of education as an excuse for never helping fill out paperwork and not handling the big decisions of our marital life.  All the burden shifted to me and I was not totally prepared for that myself.

So I knew within 10 years I had chosen the wrong partner...but by then I was being dragged along in the river of married life, struggling to raise my son, dealing with running my own business, trying to pay bills, give my son what he needed and in all that mix I lost myself--and I stayed lost for the next 16 yrs. Then suddenly I woke up--came out of the deep sleep that being in an emotionally exhausting marriage had put me in.  It was only in that state of mind that I could remain in the unhappy situation. 

Slowly as my son needed me less I began to recall the parts of life that gave me happiness.  I have always been happiest out in nature, or at the very least interacting in some way...I used to ride horses, hike, ski, camp, bird watch, nature and landscape photography, draw, and spend time with my favorite girl friends. Quite simply I was a Flower Girl who got lost along her way to Shangri~la. 

So now Im happier than Ive been in many years.  It was NOT the people in my life that made me unhappy it was my inability to find that happy zone while trying to make others happy at the same time. These two couldnt exist together in me and the result be happiness.

 I need lots of down/me time!  It took me so long to figure these things out...I took on a lot of guilty thinking-- such as I didn't LOVE my family but that is not true at all I love my family very much, I just cant be everything for them and remain happy--

  So now I can concentrate on what makes me happy and walk away from what brings me unhappiness and find that a state of peace, balance, and harmony  where Im happiest!

When Im out with my camera, exploring, walking my dogs, creating art...IM completely at peace and in a state of bliss...When I have to bend and deal with the demands placed on me by family, society, and social rules I begin to feel stress and then unhappiness sets in until I can get  back to my happy place!

Just figuring out when I am happiest and trying to get to and stay in that state of mind has made a big difference in my life!!  By using the process of elimination, I found what makes me happy by removing what doesn't!!

Civil Unrest on the Horizon?

ELL, today SC inaugurated Nikki Haley a Tea Party Neo Con into office....just when I thought things couldnt get worse with the Gov we had Sanders left office disgraced after leaving the country to have an affair with a Brazilian woman...now we have a woman born of Sikh Indian parents a first generation citizen  for our Governor-I dont think she realizes what party she has aligned herself with!! ITS almost an oxymoron...since she  is NOT white...I did like her state of the State address that she gave and I hope she will follow through...I didnt like the cuts to the Arts we need more of that--she spoke like a true accountant which is her background..they only look at the bottom line, and dont see the faces behind those cuts!  I could find better places to cut!


 I lived through segregation back in the 60's recalling the day black students were brought over to our school from theirs it had to be much harder for them since we at least knew the layout of the school the teachers etc.  Now it seems this nation is trying to go back to the dark ages...Racism is at the very root of this new Tea Party and the only reason it came out was to make sure no Black will become President again...so it was a congress woman who became the target of an angry man armed to the hilt with a weapon that NO One should own...he had enough ammo that he was able to wound 13 and kill 6 before reloading.  I would like to hear the NRA or the deer hunters defend the reasoning behind owning such a weapon.  Weapons like that are designed to kill HUMAN BEINGS period!


How long can we sit on our hands and allow these neo cons white supremacist's continue to organize and to spread hatred?  A movement such as this IS trouble for this country..We have not even figured out how to handle racism and get beyond it yet, so the last thing we need is Apartheid-Segregation all over again..IT IS not for the good of this Nation, but of the Extreme Right Wingers who call themselves conservative? How conservative is it to incite killing to settle ones differences?
Wake County in NC with  newly elected Tea Party members is now trying to  resegregate the  schools to go back to White Schools, Black Schools--


Sarah Palin crawled out from under a rock...she is a danger to our liberty and our bill of rights!  Due to her phony rhetoric about "dont give in re-load" she is creating a opening for the nutz of her Tea Party to rise to the top and act out the crap she is instigating...how can she NOT be held partly responsible for the shootings in AZ...when she DID have a map with Bullet cross hairs on certain parts of this country on her website..that has since been removed..BUT the woman is bad news as is the whole Tea Party--its nothing more than a bunch of angry white people who cant seem to understand they are NOT better than anyone else!!  Sarah Palin thinks its ok to incite riotous behavior..and pull out guns and start shooting? WTH is up with that type thinking?  This is not Iraq...we are not rebels or Mavericks as she and John McCain said they were...THIS is not Dodge City..that type lifestyle died out long ago..and there is NO going back.

Turning back at this point will be suicide to the way of life we all cherish- our civil liberties - to move about this country as we wish, to join groups & assemble, to bare arms (against a foe)  and to voice our opinions, but when violence erupts -SQUASH!  I mean are they advocating an over throw of our system? THE GOP built this current economic mess by allowing corporate greed to control our economy instead of healthy growth in the direction of the future....we are stuck in Coal & Oil and we have to get out of it and move toward the Millenium
Now they (GOP & TP) will do their very best to blame the DEMs for it, the clean up crew has so much to do--we are eons behind the rest of the world already--
ie: education, economic growth, using all this wonderful technology to do something more than send text messages and online videos...(hello my electric bill was $296 last month...why isnt the Tea Party talking about THAT?)

We all learned this in the sandbox for sure....we all get punished and lose our rights and privileges due to ONE bad apple! So the tea party wants to start carrying guns, soon that will cause trouble, and there go the right to bare arms, the rights to assemble--rights that are abused are taken away! geeze HEY Im no gun advocate I will be happy as a pig in sunshine when they go round and confiscate the Guns...Hip Hip Hooray...but I know not everyone is of that same line of thinking..SO now we have that right our job is to PROTECT That RIGHT! not abuse it and use it to kill our neighbors and our politicians, and to incite unrest in a nation still struggling to be UNITED if these Tea Party skin heads dont want to live among people of color why dont they move elsewhere and start their own Super Inhumane Race!


No one would love to go back to some of the old ways better than I, off grid living is part of what I embrace but NOT RUBY RIDGE TYPE OFF GRID, I'm talking in harmony with nature and with my fellow man!! Whole nuther kind of philosophy...more in tune with Thoreau and Stevenson...


WHY cant we adjust to the differences between us and let sleeping dogs lay?  Who are the Neo Cons, the Neo Conservatives are the Bible Thumping God n Country, Gun Toting, Beer Drinking, Animal Hunters tossed in with the KKK, & the Skin Heads Nazis!!! How can that be a good thing? The Tea Party is a threat to our Civil Liberties and our way of life!!