NO reward

HAT'S GOING ON?

To be quite honest I've been out of sorts for a few weeks now.  Im angry, but not just at one thing; everything.  I feel like a fish out of water.  The politics of the world has been pressing on my lately and I am unable to separate me from that...But of course Im not in Ukraine with bombs raining down on me however I feel so BAD about it.  Ive tried to not say much cause what can you say? Putin is evil...he wants to destroy what he cant have like a jilted lover.  
ITS wrong Dammit!!

And the  greedy corporations here in the USA using that as an excuse to push families to the brink of economic collapse...WHY?  So they can buy another yacht...another mansion on a hill somewhere...another Limo, another leer jet, another Vacation home in another warm island spot??? 

So people can't eat good food, they cant get health care, they can't drive themselves to work...all so these spoiled rich people can have MORE of what they ALREADY have way too much of...

When things are not level, not balanced it puts me off...I feel that weight of injustice. 
The price of gas came down a wee bit...a few cents.  I was laying in bed last night thinking of why the auto industry doesn't make a line of cars fuel efficient, safe cars for people who make $8 an hr! Small basic with heat and ac, easy to drive, with air bags and safe glass and good structural cage...Fuel efficient...basic transportation.  And yet they want to make driverless cars?? Why?? That is not the answer to our current needs. Elon Musk could do this and make affordable electric cars for people to communte to work!! 

HE could invent a very inexpensive to run and safe to operate heater....so people don't go cold, BUT he doesn't...his extra curricular is to explore space.  What good does that do humanity? 

I just don't get it.  Capitalism is leaving so many behind, Communism leaves everyone behind, Fascism leaves the majority behind...

Socialism to me is the best BUT it has never worked because it is flawed.  We need to step away from the "reward' system...if we did not expect a huge reward for our efforts, then we could all grow into the potential peace and happiness we all deserve. The first thing to go should be the monetary system...And we need to break down into small communities that are self sufficient.  Cities no, towns no, communities yes..

Communal living does not have to mean we are all up in each others business...what if we made a community where every family had a home of about the same square footage, and the same amount of property...each community had a well for water, a grid for their electric run on solar, wind, and bio fuels that burn clean.  I know it sounds silly when you think from the framework of Capitalism but what if there was no reward beyond a life where food, water, shelter, and peace is the reward?  

If  only....